So my mom has a wedding shop back in MN. When she started I helped online doing advertising and and planning things. I didn't make it out there opening weekend but I got out there to help with a grand opening party. I have been organizing her website and facebook since I am so far away. She finally outgrew her shop and moved into a bigger shop. From there it was a tornado of her getting a nice place, then a business partner, then my brother and dad are building dressing rooms for her. She facetimed with me to ask if I liked the curtains. They were horrible. So I told her and then she got a little annoyed. I never said anything else about them. The whole time I was feeling left out of all this family business. So I distanced myself.
Then on Friday I went up to visit my aunt. She isn't really my aunt, but my mom's bff. She lives 2 hrs from me. Her BF's daughter has a newborn. S I was pretty much left out because everything was about the baby. We had a whole day planned to go shopping, and once the baby came, she ditched me.
Plus I log in on FB this morning and find out that a bunch of co workers go out for a birthday party. I just hate that I don't have any friends. Anyone I talk to around here are usually over 60. I talk to this one lady that is 40ish. We were good friends and come to find out that on Tuesday, she is blaming me for her para getting in trouble. I didn't tell on her para, but I know who did. I dropped hints to her to talk to her para before my principal. Now she blames me for telling the principal.
I thought decorating for Christma would make me feel better, but it didn't.
Summary:
1. I hate that I am not making friends.
2. I hate that I live far away from my family. I don't really hate that I live here, but I hate not being part of anything.
3. People need to learn that I am not out to get them or that I have bad intentions. I am truly trustworthy, and I wish people would quit doubting me.
4. I want to look for a new job, but I am connected to the students too much.

Thanks for listening to me vent. Its been a long weekend. Also, thank you for being the only friends I have right now. You have seen me through some hard times, and IDK what I would do without each and every one of you. Here is what I am eating, and what you deserve for reading this...
Re: Feeling left out (rant)
Here's what I'm eating.
I have one friend. And that's it. The rest of them have faded away....but I'm ok with that. This girl has been my friend for years.
And I have T. And my 8 year old brother says I'm his best friend. = ) So I am ok with that.
01.21.2012---> I married a redhead I'm crazy about.
04.2016: IT'S A BOY! Elias Alan is due!
WDW trips: 05/14 (1st trip! Art of Animation; Little Mermaid), 05/15 (Pop Century!). DL Trips: 12/15
Married the love of my life on 1-21-12. Our princess arrived on 5-28-13.