Wow. First and foremost, you need to see a doctor if you're contemplating suicide. And if you are this emotionally unstable, I think it's time to give your kids back to your wife. I'm not saying that to be mean, but isn't that only fair to them? What if you were to do something drastic and harmful for them to see? You need to get help immediately!
I think that once you start to help yourself then and ONLY THEN can you start thinking about your love life. Seriously. Take time to fix you and make yourself happy. Whether you move on or get back with your wife, you have to take serious strides to improve your happiness/wellbeing first.
Good luck to you. I hope you find peace and live happily.
Re: The Power of positive thinking
Wow. First and foremost, you need to see a doctor if you're contemplating suicide. And if you are this emotionally unstable, I think it's time to give your kids back to your wife. I'm not saying that to be mean, but isn't that only fair to them? What if you were to do something drastic and harmful for them to see? You need to get help immediately!
I think that once you start to help yourself then and ONLY THEN can you start thinking about your love life. Seriously. Take time to fix you and make yourself happy. Whether you move on or get back with your wife, you have to take serious strides to improve your happiness/wellbeing first.
Good luck to you. I hope you find peace and live happily.