GTKY: If You Really Knew Me...

Re: GTKY: If You Really Knew Me...

• mildlymailyn member

  

  September 2013

  If you really knew me, you'd know that I am afraid of the unknown. Everyone is ALWAYS talking about how I hate change. I don't hate change, I have always had strange feelings. If I can imagine myself doing something, than I know it is going to happen. If I can't see myself doing it I know it will never happen. I feel like my feelings are leading me ahead and I feel comforted by them and the next step doesn't feel so unknown.  :-?

  
  

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• Melissa51212 member

  

  September 2013

  You know I really want children but so afaird of my heart bailing on me and our fiances not being up to par that I put up a front of not wanting children just to try to convince myself i will be fine if we don't but I reality I think I would be devestated

  "Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly"

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• kushie77 member

  

  September 2013

  that I have guilt over my father's death even though I was only 9.  My mom and my sister went to visit him at the hospital and I chose instead to go shopping with my Aunt and cousin since he was coming home in the morning, and he died unexpectedly while they were doing his discharge paperwork. He crashed and they couldn't revive him.  I know it's silly, but I beat myself up for never saying a proper goodbye. 

   

  
  

  
  

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• geojam224 member

  

  September 2013

  If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm extremely insecure about making friends. You would know that 80% of my friends in the past have stabbed me in the back somehow and I'm more than cautious about making friends now. I have major trust issues with friends, I'm extremely observant and perhaps I over-interpret how I think someone feels about me, and if I sense that someone is not genuine, I will never speak to them again.

  

  
  

  
  

   

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• court115 member

  

  September 2013

  You would know that I have terrible social anxiety and I over think everything.

  

  
  

  

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• mandi921vh member

  

  September 2013

  amcourt09 said:

  You would know that I have terrible social anxiety and I over think everything.

  When I saw this question and scrolled down and saw this answer for a second I thought I had posted it and forgot! I too have really bad social anxiety around people who are not my family, BFFs and my co-workers who I spend all day with. I also over think everything, it drives H crazy, but he married a psych major, what did he expect haha!

  

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