Anxiety.

nberg89 · October 2013

14dpo...AF due tomorrow. It's the end of my TWW. Tomorrow I will hopefully get an answer. I want a BFP so bad, but I have this feeling it will be a BFN. I usually start spotting the day befpre my AF is due, but haven't yet but it's still early. Ahhhh! lol.I swear, TTC is one of the hardest things I've ever done in my entire life. lol.

8dpo - Negative
10dpo - Negative
12dpo - Negative
13dpo - Negative

I used cheapy Wondfo tests I ordered if amazon, so I'm not sure what their sensitivity is. Hoping, praying, wishing!

nfp147 · October 2013

Um...okay.

nberg89 · October 2013

I don't post often I just read other people's. Just figured I'd share what was on my mind today..

PinkinProvence · October 2013

Better do an intro and start supporting others before you post your squeeee, I'm pg post tomorrow.

Hurry, there's only a few hours left to become part of the community.

LuckyAngel07 · October 2013

If you don't post often, we're not going to "know" you (ie, know your story or remember you), so just kind of blurting this out with no other knowledge of you is rather abrupt.

Yeah...the 2ww sucks. Watchagonnado.

PandPMeant2B · October 2013

If you lurk like you said you do, you'd be expecting the reactions you're getting. Or better yet, you'd know to post an intro.

nberg89 · October 2013

I posted back in August about me, my new marriage and ttc. I don't think I should have to do an intro again...I felt attacked and mocked. I just feel that more often than not, I see a lot people who attack in this community, so I mostly keep to myself and just read and if I have a good opinion, I rather send someone a message over posting publicly.

RockABye · October 2013

Keeping to yourself = us saying "who are you?"

I don't remember intros from August (or last week for that matter) if you haven't posted since then. My memory isn't that good.

Regardless.. GL. If you get a bfp, be careful how (if) you post it here.

LuckyAngel07 · October 2013

nberg89 said:

I posted back in August about me, my new marriage and ttc. I don't think I should have to do an intro again... I just feel that more often than not, I see a lot people who attack in this community, so I mostly keep to myself and just read and if I have a good opinion, I rather send someone a message over posting publicly.

I don't want to sound mean, or attack you, or sound heartless, but if you intro'd 2 months ago and pretty much never posted since then, not too many people are going to remember you, and it just looks like a random poster venting, and why should I/we care about a total stranger? (Yes, technically most of us are strangers here, but we've formed interweb friendships and "know" each other to an extent.)

Just give your post a little update, and also try showing some support and sympathy to all the other women on the board who have struggled through 2ww's or loss or failed treatments in the last 2 months. You need to give a little to get a little.

nberg89 · October 2013

Okay, well lesson learned. I work two full time jobs and go to college at night. I am not online a lot. So I'm not the kind of person who could post every day or even weekly. But I'll try to post and interact as frequently as I can.

PandPMeant2B · October 2013

nberg89 said:

I posted back in August about me, my new marriage and ttc. I don't think I should have to do an intro again... I just feel that more often than not, I see a lot people who attack in this community, so I mostly keep to myself and just read and if I have a good opinion, I rather send someone a message over posting publicly.

I apologize if you did an intro and I missed it or forgot about it. But if you posted it two months ago and haven't posted since, how do you expect us to remember you? I don't see any attacks on this board; only honest opinions/advice/etc. Women can be snarky; get over it. I look at it as being real. What I see more than anything else is support from women who have gotten to know each other from being active.

nberg89 · October 2013

..posted twice.

RockABye · October 2013

And it's not that we're an attacking community by any means (we're definitely not), it's kinda like you briefly meeting a stranger at a party months ago and then randomly calling them and saying "Guess what! I might be pregnant, but I dont' know yet! I'm so nervous about it!".

Nothing wrong with having those feelings, but that person might say "um, ok.. wait, who is this?" See what I mean? It's not that we don't wish you the best (we do!), we just don't know you from Adam if you haven't posted since August.

PandPMeant2B · October 2013

@LuckyAngel07 and @RockABye :

You said it so much better than I did.

Sewilson33 · October 2013

What @Rockabye said...
FX that this is it for you, that is what we wish for everyone on this board. Just try to participate more...

katieg520 · October 2013

I really hope you get a positive, but I always tell my friends this: I didn't get a positive pregnancy test until I was 5 or 6 weeks pregnant. So it ain't over till Aunt Flo shows up, lol.