K I'm going to vent for a minute. I just want to do a 'poor me' post.
AF started Monday. boo.
Then also on Monday I discover I have a freakin hemorrhoid. wtf.
Today I had my CD3 baseline ultrasound - and the nurse tells me there may be a polyp that would need to be surgically removed, but the doctor has to take a look at it. Totally bummed me out because this would be our last chance at getting pregnant before the due date of my loss.
At lunch I run out because the pain in my butt (literally) was so bad I had to buy something for it. As I'm driving there I get a call from my doctor - treatment for this month is cancelled. I need to have a test done Monday to take a closer look at the polyp. I start crying in the parking lot, called DH to fill him in, then pulled myself together to run into the store and buy what I need.
Then as I'm leaving, I realize I'm not sure if I need to go to my doctors office or the surgery place, so I go to call my doctor, still halfway crying, my phone starts messing up and I totally turned left at a red light. With traffic. Thank God there wasn't an accident. I pulled right over into another parking lot and cried some more.
Seriously, I'm a mess right now. I'm miserable in my job, I have no idea why. I'm just not happy. And then all of this.
On the plus side, my butt is numb.
I took tomorrow off. I just don't want to be here at work.

TTC since March 2012
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