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A TMI & poor me vent

K I'm going to vent for a minute.  I just want to do a 'poor me' post.

AF started Monday. boo.

Then also on Monday I discover I have a freakin hemorrhoid.  wtf. 

Today I had my CD3 baseline ultrasound - and the nurse tells me there may be a polyp that would need to be surgically removed, but the doctor has to take a look at it.  Totally bummed me out because this would be our last chance at getting pregnant before the due date of my loss.

At lunch I run out because the pain in my butt (literally) was so bad I had to buy something for it. As I'm driving there I get a call from my doctor - treatment for this month is cancelled.  I need to have a test done Monday to take a closer look at the polyp.  I start crying in the parking lot, called DH to fill him in, then pulled myself together to run into the store and buy what I need. 

Then as I'm leaving, I realize I'm not sure if I need to go to my doctors office or the surgery place, so I go to call my doctor, still halfway crying, my phone starts messing up and I totally turned left at a red light.  With traffic.  Thank God there wasn't an accident.  I pulled right over into another parking lot and cried some more. 

Seriously, I'm a mess right now.  I'm miserable in my job, I have no idea why.  I'm just not happy.  And then all of this. 

On the plus side, my butt is numb. 

I took tomorrow off.  I just don't want to be here at work.

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