I really don't want to go to this party tomorrow. I thought I was going to see my best friend from college and his new baby (they are up from KY), but now I think it's a get together/ party thing. I used to kinda talk to/ go on dates with his best friend from high school. This went on for like 5 years, but I got tired of waiting for him (he kind of wanted life to be perfect and settled for us to actually date). I'm sure he'll be there too. I get really awkward about these things. I haven't seen him since the wedding in 2008, pre-H. And idk, I feel weird going "oh yea, I'm married now". I know I did when I saw this guy I dated one summer break at walmart. I ran. GOSH why am I so socially awkward sometimes? I was with my mom and she's like "What is wrong with you?!"
DH is in Houston and I confess that I loved reading last night without being disturbed. Usually he'll be watching something stupid on TV not saying a word. I'll grab mu Kindle and start reading. Once I start reading, then suddenly he wants to play 20 questions or something. Drives me crazy! I also confess that I had to take benadryl to fall asleep without him. Is that sad that I have to drug myself to sleep when he's not around?
@mana8503 That is too funny. But I gotta say, who is not socially awkward when it comes to exes?
I cried at work. In front of my boss. I tried to brush it off and pretend like nothing was wrong, but was totally busted. I'm just really dissatisfied and frustrated and upset.
I confess that I got a bad review at work and IDGAF. I have 6 months left, then mat leave (and I'm not coming back, but they don't need to know that). I fucking hate that place and I cannot wait until I am done school and working at a real job instead of slaving away for minimum wage.
I confess that I'm just over working for this year! Haha. We leave next Friday and I just am over dealing with my boss and shit clients. I'm excited for a break!
I wish my body would just o already. It's creeping into the territory where I will be deep in my 2ww at Christmas and that sounds like a recipe for emotional disaster for me! Haha I would much prefer to get AF on Christmas and move forward than being in limbo and hopeful. Meh
DH is in Houston and I confess that I loved reading last night without being disturbed. Usually he'll be watching something stupid on TV not saying a word. I'll grab mu Kindle and start reading. Once I start reading, then suddenly he wants to play 20 questions or something. Drives me crazy! I also confess that I had to take benadryl to fall asleep without him. Is that sad that I have to drug myself to sleep when he's not around?
@mana8503 That is too funny. But I gotta say, who is not socially awkward when it comes to exes?
I invite people to come stay over in our guest room when H goes away. I don't care if they come in 2 hours after I go to sleep, I want someone in the house with me!
DH is in Houston and I confess that I loved reading last night without being disturbed. Usually he'll be watching something stupid on TV not saying a word. I'll grab mu Kindle and start reading. Once I start reading, then suddenly he wants to play 20 questions or something. Drives me crazy! I also confess that I had to take benadryl to fall asleep without him. Is that sad that I have to drug myself to sleep when he's not around?
@mana8503 That is too funny. But I gotta say, who is not socially awkward when it comes to exes?
I invite people to come stay over in our guest room when H goes away. I don't care if they come in 2 hours after I go to sleep, I want someone in the house with me!
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Oh man, I love my nights alone in the king size bed. I get the dog away from my legs and on H's side and it's heaven! H works mainly nights so I'm more used to sleeping alone then with him.
now I loooooove sleeping alone in the bed!! haha. I can't leave the dog though, which is why I stay here. And most people would have lots of people I'd be intruding on, so I'd rather have someone come here!
Re: Confession Thursday
I really don't want to go to this party tomorrow. I thought I was going to see my best friend from college and his new baby (they are up from KY), but now I think it's a get together/ party thing. I used to kinda talk to/ go on dates with his best friend from high school. This went on for like 5 years, but I got tired of waiting for him (he kind of wanted life to be perfect and settled for us to actually date). I'm sure he'll be there too. I get really awkward about these things. I haven't seen him since the wedding in 2008, pre-H. And idk, I feel weird going "oh yea, I'm married now". I know I did when I saw this guy I dated one summer break at walmart. I ran. GOSH why am I so socially awkward sometimes? I was with my mom and she's like "What is wrong with you?!"
DH is in Houston and I confess that I loved reading last night without being disturbed. Usually he'll be watching something stupid on TV not saying a word. I'll grab mu Kindle and start reading. Once I start reading, then suddenly he wants to play 20 questions or something. Drives me crazy! I also confess that I had to take benadryl to fall asleep without him. Is that sad that I have to drug myself to sleep when he's not around?
@mana8503 That is too funny. But I gotta say, who is not socially awkward when it comes to exes?
I wish my body would just o already. It's creeping into the territory where I will be deep in my 2ww at Christmas and that sounds like a recipe for emotional disaster for me! Haha I would much prefer to get AF on Christmas and move forward than being in limbo and hopeful. Meh
Confession: I agreed to work for 3 different departments at my company simultanouesly, I'm in WAY over my head. I might rip out my hair!
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Oh man, I love my nights alone in the king size bed. I get the dog away from my legs and on H's side and it's heaven! H works mainly nights so I'm more used to sleeping alone then with him.
I love having the bed to myself I just have a REALLY hard time falling asleep alone.
Edit: I just realized I was comment 13 on the 13th. This is bothering me more than I'd like to admit...