when you spend your days staring at your child. Sorry I haven't updated but I've been a little busy:) Bear has arrived, thank you
@luckyangel07 for letting everyone know! he was born on Saturday 5/31/14 at 5:25am
after 26 hours of labor. Birth story to come soon.
We are so in
love girls. like unbelievably, head over heals in love. I love being a
mom, love nursing, and just cry sometimes when I look at Bear.
my
mom arrived in town on Tuesday and leaves on Sunday. Ben and I are
happy to have her here but will love to have the house to ourselves once
she's gone.
Ben had to go back to work on Wednesday and that was
really hard. He hates being away from Bear. I've never seen my husband
the way he is now. We went to the pedi's office on Tuesday and he did
everything. carried him in, undressed him, sat next to him on the exam
table, brought him to be weighed...it was adorable. Last night he got home from work and said, hand over my baby:)
here are some pictures of the little guy. Can't wait for you all to meet him in person!!!

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p.s. why didn't you tell me how weird it feels to push a baby out of your vagina? I was supposed to know that right? ha!
Re: Time Flies!! Bear has arrived
My new bff Gayle Forman!
“You can have your wishes, your plans, but at the end of the day, it's out of your control"
- Gayle Forman
"People talk about escapism as if it's a bad thing... Once you've escaped, once you come back, the world is not the same as when you left it. You come back to it with skills, weapons, knowledge you didn't have before. Then you are better equipped to deal with your current reality."
- Neil Gaiman
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TTC #1 since July 2012
Cycles 1-9: BFN
Cycle 10: Surprise BFP on 10/17/2013!
EDD: June 25, 2014
Baby Girl born via induction June 26, 2014
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Congrats! He has the sweetest little face
And pushing a baby out of your vagina is a weird but pretty awesome feeling. Most relieving BM of your life, haha!
TTC#1 July 2010 PCOS dx April 2011 DS born: February 21, 2012
TTC#2 June 2013 MMC Sept 2013 (partial molar), CP 02/2014 DS2 born: December 5, 2014
When you've been married this long, you need a ticker to remind you.
Baby Boy M - 08/01/2013
B/w 1/8: betas 17,345, progesterone 25.6
4/11- 12/11 Provera, 3 cycles clomid 50mg, all BFN (HSG-all clear)
Dec 2011 DH S/A shows zero count - dx Azoo
TESE 4/13/12 - Sperm found!! 5 viles frozen
IVF ICSI #1- (Lupron protocol) 5R 2F 2dt- 2DP & 4CF - BFFN
IVF ICSI #2- (Antagonist protocol) Started stims 7/26
ER 8/8 11R 9F 3dt - 9BF & 7BF (+HPT 8dp3dt)beta 1-184 beta 2- 1699 TWINS! EDD 5/1/13
LAP Transabdominal Cerclage - 4/15/13 only possibility of carrying my children to term
IVF ICSI #3.2- (Antagonist Protocol) 7/26 start stims (same day, a year later from J & Z's stim start date!)
ER - 8/7 19R 9F 3dt of 2 8BF embryos. (+ HPT 7dp3dt) Beta #1- 82.8 Beta #2- 821 Beta 3-7254
Colin born via c/s 4/7/14 (36w5d) 6lbs 14oz - 8 days in the NICU
TTC #2 - IVF 4 - July 2015 (Antagonist Protocol) 7/10 start stims
15R 8F 5dt of 1E blast grade BA & 1 blast to freeze!! (+hpt 6dp5dt)
beta #1-52 beta #2-62 Beta #3-6.5 - CP
FET - 9/18/15 (+hpt 5dp5dt) beta #1 -225.1 beta #2-2468 beta #3-21,352
10/29 - U/S shows 1 bean! HR 151 EDD 6/7/16 It's a BOY!
5/18/16 Jacob born via c/s (37w 1d) 9lbs .8oz 19in - 6 days in the NICU