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Thoughts and feelings....long

This is basically me rambling for anyone that wants to read it.

It still is really hard for me to believe that I'm pregnant. I think it's because I've wanted this for so long. I've had so many times where I was sure that I was pregnant and it ended up being nothing and the disappointment was killer. Maybe that's why I was so hoping the doctor would tell me yes or no for sure. I was even crazy enough to take the last test in the pack today...and same result. I just can't stop feeling like this is all some weird thing that's happening and I"m not really pregnant. Then I feel guilty cause I feel like I should be more excited but I just can't get myself that excited until I know for sure.

I"m considering going to another doctor and seeing if they will try and do an ultrasound or something. But then part of me thinks I should just wait. The nurse yesterday did push around on my stomach and said she couldn't feel my uterus which is why she thought I was very early on. I also need to go get my blood work done ASAP. It's just been a crazy week already and it's only Tuesday.

Any thoughts or opinions are welcome. Thanks for listening.

 01.21.2012---> I married a redhead I'm crazy about.

04.2016: IT'S A BOY! Elias Alan is due!

WDW trips: 05/14 (1st trip! Art of Animation; Little Mermaid), 05/15 (Pop Century!). DL Trips: 12/15


  

Re: Thoughts and feelings....long

  • Given what has happened to you before I think it is ok to be cautious about getting excited. You want proof from a professional that you are pregnant. I don't blame you. Be patient, that time is coming. Don't beat yourself up about not being super excited. It is ok.
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  • Thanks Megan. I appreciate your thoughts.

     01.21.2012---> I married a redhead I'm crazy about.

    04.2016: IT'S A BOY! Elias Alan is due!

    WDW trips: 05/14 (1st trip! Art of Animation; Little Mermaid), 05/15 (Pop Century!). DL Trips: 12/15


      

  • I agree that it's okay to not be super excited. I know most of us have been in the same situation in thinking we were pregnant and then being disappointed when we weren't. Hopefully you can get a definite professional answer with the blood work.
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  • the only thing with that...is they won't go over it with me until my next appointment. ugh. I am not good at waiting.guess i better get over it

     01.21.2012---> I married a redhead I'm crazy about.

    04.2016: IT'S A BOY! Elias Alan is due!

    WDW trips: 05/14 (1st trip! Art of Animation; Little Mermaid), 05/15 (Pop Century!). DL Trips: 12/15


      

  • You'll be excited after see the little heartbeat on the ultrasound. That's when it sunk in for me. I'm very surprised they are waiting to scan you when your last period was October. Don't they realize you could be about 3 months along?!

    Married the love of my life on 1-21-12. Our princess arrived on 5-28-13.
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  • UPDATE: i called another doctors office who IMMEDIATELY ordered blood work...including a test to check my hcg levels. I am going in today....they will call me (hopefully) tomorrow and tell me if I am for sure pregnant and about how far along I am.

    I've taken five tests from two different brands...all positives...crossing my fingers this blood test will give the confirmation I need to start making it feel real.

     01.21.2012---> I married a redhead I'm crazy about.

    04.2016: IT'S A BOY! Elias Alan is due!

    WDW trips: 05/14 (1st trip! Art of Animation; Little Mermaid), 05/15 (Pop Century!). DL Trips: 12/15


      

  • I'm glad you found an office that is acting so quickly. I hope your appointment goes well. Hugs!!!
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