I am so ready....vent and long

lovealwaysfindsaway8202011 · February 2015

My sleep schedule is so screwed up. It is currently 4:15am and I have yet to go bed. I feel so lazy and useless. But, every time I try to do anything, the bleeding gets worse. I finally said screw it today and did the dishes, folded clothes and starting packing a few things since we are moving back to our hometown in three weeks. I am going stir crazy and needed to do something. Plus the doctor said the bed rest really isn't going to help me at this point and released me back to work. Just waiting on my job to approve it and notify my boss I can be put back on the schedule.

I am so ready to go back to work. But then again, I'm not. I am not looking forward to dealing with the bleeding while I'm working. It was not fun before. That is, if something doesn't happen before then. Had another ultrasound today and it doesn't look good. Waiting on the doctor to call with the official results but the tech said it doesn't look good.

Due to all this stress and probably hormones, I am extremely cranky and edgy and constantly picking fights with T. It's so petty and childish and I hate it.

I really just wanted to vent and whine. T and my friends and family are sick of hearing it I'm sure.

lovealwaysfindsaway8202011 · February 2015

let me add one more thing: I AM SO READY TO MOVE.

Freaking neighbors across the hall have someone pounding on their door, screaming their name, screaming their name outside the building, honking their car horn, threatening to call the police....ugh. I gotta get out of this neighborhood....three weeks. three weeks.

TaraW1979 · February 2015

Hugs!

shellyamf · February 2015

I don't think T and your family are sick of hearing about how you are feeling. I know we aren't. I can understand being ready to move. I would be in that situation. And big hugs!!!

lovealwaysfindsaway8202011 · February 2015

Thanks Michelle, I appreciate it. Just one of those times were everything seems to be happening at once. Well part of it was our decision to still try and buy a house.

At this point, T and I are considering packing up some essential things, fitting as much in our cars as possible and leaving this weekend. It's to the point where we don't feel safe with these people. Especially me being home alone every night.

ImperiumWife · February 2015

You'll make it through. And it's only three weeks. That is going to fly.

shellyamf · February 2015

It definitely sounds like you need to move. And that is a lot of stress all at once. Just buying a house stressed me out. I can't even imagine going through everything you are. Hugs!!

P.s. Your disney pics really make me want to go.

lovealwaysfindsaway8202011 · February 2015

Depending on what happens, we may back off a house. Right now my stress is from living in this place.

and DO IT. I'll help! lol. Seriously though, if you want any information let me know. Even if it's just how much do I have to save to be able to go in five years haha.

one2andnow3 · February 2015

Hopefully getting out of your living situation will help stress levels decrease. Good luck.

Penguin129 · February 2015

Hugs! We'll listen to whatever you have to say.

shellyamf · February 2015

I actually did go price tickets and hotels for Disneyland. Thinking if we went to CA we might visit SIL and her family. It wasn't as expensive as I thought it would be.

lovealwaysfindsaway8202011 · February 2015

I want to go to Disneyland SO BAD. but it's the plan tickets to CA that stopped me. Otherwise we'd be going to CA rather than FL. I just told Amity today that we need to meet up there so she can be my tour guide

shellyamf · February 2015

I found tickets from denver to LAX on Spirit for about 110 per person round trip if we went in September. I didn't price DisneyWorld. Yet...

lovealwaysfindsaway8202011 · February 2015

Plane tickets for us are cheaper to Orlando than LAX.

There's a lot of factors in package prices for Disney World, especially compared to Disneyland.

WDW makes it harder to stay off site. It's totally do able but you really need to rent a car. There are hotels that offer shuttles, but I would recommend a car, especially with a toddler. You also end up paying 17 dollars for parking, per day. With DL, it's more do able to stay off site because there hotels that are within walking distance. With WDW there is a dining package that ended up saving me and T over 600 dollars. DL doesn't offer that, well not that version anyways.

I guess what my rambling response is: it's hard to say which is cheaper: WDW or DL. There's a lot to consider! Like I said, if you want any help, let me know. it's not like I'm doing a whole lot these days haha.

lovealwaysfindsaway8202011 · February 2015

also: watch Spirit and their baggage and other fees.

It was over a hundred dollars cheaper for us to fly Southwest where our bags are included.

shellyamf · February 2015

Usually we fly southwest. We probably won't know if/when we will go on a vacation until this summer. Once we know if P is changing jobs or not.

ImperiumWife · February 2015

i want to go to Disney so bad, but J doesnt want to.

shellyamf · February 2015

I thought P would say no. We already said we would wait to do WDW when the kids were older like 8 or so. But he was actually cool with it. We agreed we should try to go next year.

lovealwaysfindsaway8202011 · February 2015

I thought T would say no as well. I thought I was lucky to get one trip out of him. But, once we were down there, he was hooked and wanted to go again. And we are already talking about 2016.

If you go next year, Michelle, DL or WDW? Or depends on price?

shellyamf · February 2015

Probably DL since P's sister lives near San Fran and could meet up with us there. And thinking either beginning of May or end of sept/beginning of October.

Am12712 · February 2015

If you can hold off until Sept/Oct. You wont have the summer crowds and you'll get to see some of the 60th anniversary stuff they have planned. Not to mention Halloween time.They have Mickeys Halloween Party, where you can trick or treat around the park. It does cost extra but it is so much fun! You walk away with tons of candy... lol.

shellyamf · February 2015

Oh that sounds fun!!! Honestly Sept/oct will probably work better so we have more time to save money. And we are thinking of trying for #2 this summer. So May might be bad due to possibly being hugely pregnant or having a newborn.

lovealwaysfindsaway8202011 · February 2015

Let's have a Disneyland party!

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