Confession Friday

minionlover · February 2015

The confessional is open.

ramstein1027 · February 2015

I've spent most of my week working on my novel. There's so little work for me here that instead of browsing the internet all day I've decided I might as well be productive.

catwine · February 2015

I found out through a coworker yesterday that our store is going to be open 24 hours soon and that the owner will probably get some of the current cashiers to switch to nights. I'm secretly hoping they try to force me to, so that I can use that as an excuse to quit since I dislike working there.

mana8503 · February 2015

I've been so down lately. Idk if it's my normal winter blues, or more. H is down too and he takes it out on me. I thought we got to the bottom of it yesterday. Nope, he got mad over something stupid again. I don't even know how to fix it any more.

I'm spread so thin with work, being a mom and being a wife. I try to take me time on Sundays but every time it gets screwed up. My to do lists are a mile long. If I don't ask for help, h gets mad. When I do ask, he says I'm barking orders and he gets mad. I've been using my pumping time at work to just cry. I finally wrote it all out to him via text. Don't know if it will help, but at least my feelings are out there.

/pity party.

mpjf1001 · February 2015

@mana8503‌ sending you hugs!

mrshall1027 · February 2015

I'm so sorry you're having a rough time @mana8503. I hope things get better soon and you and your H can get in a better place emotionally with each other. ((hugs))

pockysquirrel · February 2015

I have been totally off the fitness wagon and my clothes are getting tight, whoops. This is NOT stopping me from nomming on Valentine's Day treats. The diet can start next week! :P

pockysquirrel · February 2015

@mana8503‌, it might be worth having a chat with your doctor and/or looking into therapy. I hope it isn't anything more than crappy weather and too much stress, but you're definitely having some symptoms of depression. Either way, *hugs*.

sjs1013 · February 2015

I confess that I really thought I was winning Powerball on Wednesday. I was actually disappointed/surprised that I didn't win when I found out where the winners were on Thursday morning.

mana8503 · February 2015

pockysquirrel said:
@mana8503‌, it might be worth having a chat with your doctor and/or looking into therapy. I hope it isn't anything more than crappy weather and too much stress, but you're definitely having some symptoms of depression. Either way, *hugs*.

Yea, I think if I still feel like this mid week I'll go Friday since I'm off.

consciousdear88 · February 2015

@mana8503 *hugs* Hoping things get better for you.

xxjen015 · February 2015

@mana8503 , sending hugs and love. If you still have my number, feel free to text me anytime if you need to vent immediately!

mana8503 · February 2015

xxjen015 said:
@mana8503 , sending hugs and love. If you still have my number, feel free to text me anytime if you need to vent immediately!

Of course I still have it!

Update:
After opening up to H and telling him everything that's bothering me, he's been trying hard to cheer me up. He's offering to help more, and not snapping at me. E even slept 6 hours straight last night which was glorious.

I accidently stumbled upon the erin condren life planners on YouTube. They are pricy, so I just started using my regular calendar, and I ran out of room with my lists. So, I bought myself one. Happy early birthday to me. I think if I find organization and routine I'll feel better.

I also signed up with flylady which helps you clean and declutter your house. It's usually little things each day (15 mins). This week is master bathroom.... So fitting, ours is a disaster. I also asked Jeff if I could see if my cousin's 15 yo daughter would come and be a mother's helper 1-2 Saturdays a month. This way I can clean... And once I get comfortable with her, she'll be our date night babysitter.

Tl;dr - I'm feeling better, and doing things to help find organization and routine. I think I'd feel less stress.

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