I had to meet with our Executive Director and my boss and I just started crying. I'm so embarassed. We had a round of emails going this morning and I guess something I wrote made them 'question my understanding of the agency'. And so they in turn questioned whether I was basically out talking sh!t about the agency. What they don't get is that I am way too loyal and respectful to do that. I'll *** on here about my job and pay but I would never go out to our community and start suggesting our funds are used properly. Our agency does really important work and I truly do trust that the director's make the right decisions. I just had jet lag. I only slept 18 hours in the last 4 days - you do the math. And emails aren't filled with tone and inflection. It was an accusation, just a statement. Oh, this is depressing.
Re: I cried in front of my boss
i'm sorry, that sucks. what did you say exactly?
did the meeting end on a good foot at least?
sahm ~ toddler breastfeeder ~ cloth diaperer ~ baby wearer
Yuck....what an awful situation! I really hope that tomorrow is a better day. Crying at work stinks, but maybe it helped them to see just how upset you were to learn they misconstrued your words. You totally deserve a glass of vino tonight!