I felt I needed to do a seperate post for some reason
I have this awful fear that next Friday when I got for my ultrasound next Friday they are going to tell me something is wrong, I have no reason to feel this way. I am just a huge worrier. Or I also have a fear they are going to say ummm your not pregnant, you know that right? And I am going to be all like whhhaaat?
I just hate the I ruin things that should be so exciting but stressing about them and being anxious. Like don't get me wrong I am really excited but also really scared.
Just needed to get that out.
Oh and if you guys care I can call Paula (if you don't mind) and have her post next week because I probably won't be able to get on the computer for awhile after because it's in the city, etc. And I probably won't post on facebook till I tell all my friends and family. Otherwise I will post maybe the day after or something like that.
Re: Confession
You better call Paula so she can tell us.
And everything is fine! You have a baby in there!
Thats exaclty it Elizabeth, it's like it took me so long to get here, it's hard to not expect the worst after getting so use to disapointment.
Just hang in there and try to think positive thoughts such as what ideas you have for the nursery, names, and other happy thoughts!
I understand that, Jo. I'd be the same way.
I worry about you worrying so much. LOL So let some of your friends and family take some of the worry for you... you know we're all thinking/praying for you. It's SO HARD to have faith, though, I agree. But that's what faith is.
I've been there too, it's completely natural.
TMI alert, but everytime I went to the bathroom I checked the tp for blood. I was afraid, and it's completely natural.
I do this too Mel! I always turn on the lights when I use the bathroom in the middle of the night, it sucks because I always wake myself up but I feel the need to check.
Thanks for making me feel less crazy girls.
I also did and still do that Mel & Jo. Especially after all the bleeding issues i had in the beginning.
You can call me anytime.. I now use my phone as my alarm clock so it's on 24/7. I feel bad because I know there's nothing I can say/do to make it better and I'm sure Jeremy feels the same way - he ADORES you and wants you to be happy. Unfortunately, there's nothing he - or anyone - can do to "fix" this.
But if you ever want to just talk it out and not get anywhere but think the talking might be good, dial me up, baby.
I'll even give you your own ringtone - just name it. LOL
Thank you Paula
Maybe baby got back?
If I find it and make it your ringtone, you have to swear you'll call. LOL
Of course I'll call!
Thanks hun, your right guys can't completely comprehend it.