how am i going to survive when we have kids.

StingShark425 · February 2010

I am so overwhelmed with school, work, & life. We don't even have kids. I wonder how in the world I will survive when we finally do have a baby in the mix. Goodness gracious.

I think today was just overly bad..that and stupid AF is back. I went a whole 10 days without her, how nice.

My day started out by getting yelled at by our Dr at 8:40...he's a jack@ss. We open our office at 8:30am. I looked at the time clock and it said 8:30, so i went and unlocked the door. The receptionist asked if anyone was outside, I said No.. There wasn't, i even looked in the parking lot, no cars.. 10 min later the Dr walks into our front office yelling "What is wrong with you, why isn't the door unlocked, there are patients standing outside"... i just looked at him like WTF.. i said it is unlocked, I unlocked it... he keeps yelling, go unlock the door.. DUDE THE EFFING DOOR IS UNLOCKED, I EVEN PUSHED IT OPEN TO MAKE SURE IT WAS UNLOCKED AND NOT STICKING.... gawwww....... so i go "unlock" the door... sure enough there is a line of patients at the door.. well i'm sorry but I can't help it that the first patient at the door isn't competent enough to pull on the door to see that it's unlocked.. So i pushed it open and said "the door was unlocked"...but what i meant was "THANKS ALOT BIATCH, I JUST GOT BITC*HD AT BC YOU ARE A DUMB8SS..."...really. ugh..... i know, it's not really that big of a deal, but our dr is a priclK and he thinks everyone is stupid and incompetent. He doesn't trust anyone, and no one can do anything good enough.... and then the day just got more ridiculous from there. I cried twice today... twice. that is stupid. My job should not make me cry, but I hate it, and there is nothing I can do about it until May.

I came home today & H was being cranky to me, the house was a mess, the freakin' dogs were driving me insane, i am so far behind in my school work I don't think i'll ever catch up. ugh.

the only thing i enjoy is running, and even that takes up alot of my time. I only ran for 30 minutes today but I could have just kept going.

kay. vent session over. today sucked.

kelcat · February 2010

Aww, poor Jena. At least you don't have that much longer to put up with your job. May will be here before you know it. I've started to think about how busy I am going to be in 9wks with LO around. Thankfully I have a very supportive husband and family, that helps. You will be able to survive when you have kids, don't worry. And I cannot believe your boss. You are so right, it is not your fault that the first patient was so dumb they couldn't even pull on the door to see if it was open. Hell, I get patients who pull on the back door to my office trying to get into the building, even though it says Employee Entrance Only. People are dumb, and it's not your fault. You will get caught up on school, I know you will becuase I know how important it is for you. And you will eventually find something that makes you happy. I hope you have a better day today!

StingShark425 · February 2010

kelcat:
Aww, poor Jena. At least you don't have that much longer to put up with your job. May will be here before you know it. I've started to think about how busy I am going to be in 9wks with LO around. Thankfully I have a very supportive husband and family, that helps. You will be able to survive when you have kids, don't worry. And I cannot believe your boss. You are so right, it is not your fault that the first patient was so dumb they couldn't even pull on the door to see if it was open. Hell, I get patients who pull on the back door to my office trying to get into the building, even though it says Employee Entrance Only. People are dumb, and it's not your fault. You will get caught up on school, I know you will becuase I know how important it is for you. And you will eventually find something that makes you happy. I hope you have a better day today!

Thanks. I thought about it later after I wrote this; how crazy I must come across. but yesterday was just ridiculous. ... i'm chalking it up to AF and my boss being overly anal retentive..the combination just killed me yesterday. My H is supportive, but some days it just doesn't matter how much he does I still want to kill him and everyone around me. Yesterday was totally that day. Today i am feeling much more positive, and better. ... I even volunteered to close for my ofc mgr bc she is pretty sick... (but, this means i get to leave at 2 tomorrow, he he he!) Yes

Thanks for letting me vent and be a crazy bit*h.

thom2022 · February 2010

Sorry you had such a rough day! I don't think your crazy at all, sometimes the pressures of life, work, a messy house (this one happens to me a lot) just compound and you need to vent. And sometimes, venting on the net is the best place to do it!

Hope today is better!

bkenan · February 2010

I feel ya! I feel the same way a lot!

I used to think I was the only one...eventhough I already have 1 child and another one coming, but it's all stressful. My house is never clean unless I do it, Dh is awful at cleaning. With a 3 year old running around it is not always easy to clean!

Jena just keep your head up and you will do fine! As for the boss situation, mine is the same way...a man, and an ass!

Jen&Louie · February 2010

Sometimes you just have a crap day - regardless of kids. Sorry it was such a tough one and I really hope the rest of this week has been better!

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