Im sad I keep missing Nestie night. Nights just suck for me because of the kids.
I really hope the UPS guy hurrys up & gets here, J has been ringless for weeks now & its driving us both crazy.
I want a puppy because it would make J & the kids happy, but Im not sure it would make me happy. Its ok though because all I want is for them to be happy.
I wish there werent so many weddings this summer. Between them & all their related functions there has been little us time & way too much drinking. Only 4 more to go at least!
I wish I had a damn car again! I dont go & do things often but not being able to go to the pond or run to the store is driving me crazy!
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I'm super annoyed with certain people taking advantage of my time and effort I put into relationships with them. I try to help people and do everything I can for them and they walk all over me.
I really hope H gets hired at one of many jobs he has interviews for after his last classes are done, so we can move out of the ILs house. Not that we don't love them and appreciate everything they have done and do for us, but its time.
I really would like to find a nice part-time job that is flexible with my school schedule and still allow me enough to do study.
I don't understand how I have a sore throat during the summer. And, I'm p!ssed to be sick the last week of summer vacation.
I want to go to the pool today, but it feels like a lot of work.
I'm leaving tomorrow to fly to my parents' cottage. I have to do laundry and pack. A friend of my mom's dropped a wedding gift off for us at my parents' house. My mom thinks I should bring it back with me. It's a down comforter. I had planned to only carry-on a small suitcase. I'm a little annoyed I have to pay $25 and check a bigger bag now to get our wedding gift to our home.
I'm extremely light-headed and nauseous; no idea what's going on. I react badly to fluorescent lights, so maybe that's it.
There's no bun in my oven either - just feeling like crapola, all of a sudden.
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I'm at work and have a headache that is slowly turning into a migraine. I have 8 more hours to go until I get off.
I want the house to clean itself.
And...I don't understand why we had to chose the most sensitive dog ever. She has to eat perscription food and yesterday she had her 3rd ear infection and she is only 10 months old.
My thumb still hurts from when I nearly fell down some stairs last week. I don't think anything is broken so I'm not going to the Dr. But it still hurts from time to time.
I received a call back from a job I applied to the other day. They called yesterday just after 5pm and I haven't called them back yet because I'm afraid to waste my time since I think the salary is going to be low. I know I shouldn't ask what the salary is when I call them back but I'm going to.
I'm going to start stressing out that DH hasn't found a job yet. He's just starting to look seriously after being out of work for 4 weeks. It's so frustrating seeing him waste the days away, especially since I told him from the beginning that it could take him 6-12 months to find something new. One month down...who knows how many to go?
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Aaah, work. One of my RNs made a serious mistake on Monday and she has such a poor attitude she takes no responsibility for it. It is so frustrating...this is your career - your profession - own up to your mistakes, we all do it, we are human - you might learn something if you do it. UUUgh!
My H let his BM move in for a "few days" before the wedding. It is now 8 weeks, no rent has been paid, he sleeps in 1 of H's kids' room, so the girls are sharing a room, one of them does not even have a bed. It so pisses me off. He makes a mess, eats the food, drinks all the soda and pays nothing. I had been telling H all along I did not accept this and was not happy, I gave him the "you are choosing your BM over your wife and kids" speech and he asked him to move out. 1 week later - still here. H asked him for $ 2 days ago to help pay for groceries or the electricity...BM has no $ - but right now he is packing for a trip to DC for 4 days. I am so tired of this.
I'm actually very thankful for this thread because I'm driving myself nuts thinking.
I've been home sick with a stomach virus and I'm just tired. I could sleep forever.
I've said it before but I hate my job. I'm not comfortable doing what I do and really I was pushed to take the job because we needed money. It's a 3 hour a day job and I hate it. There's not a lot of things that I do hate so for me to hate it as much as I do is big. I want to quit and look for a new job but according to DH I can't leave there until I find a new job. I'm stressed beyond belief over this. And what's more is that it's a $10 ph job. I'm making myself physically sick over $30 a day. Am I crazy? I feel like it's not worth the tears and I should just move on from this job. AHHH!!!
Thanks for letting me vent, I really needed that.
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This totally! I got so sad last night and started crying. And I feel like I could let loose again.
All the stress of H job is wearing me down. And the fact that we need more money coming in. The pay in this state blows as$ so therefore I will probably have to get another job. Its not that I don't want to, its just that we wouldn't be in this situation if this freaking state would be up with the times.
I'm so happy I have a three-day weekend! Can't wait to go camping with H and his family this weekend, do some kayaking, eat some s'mores, drink some beers. Love it!
But I'd really love getting rid of this cold/infection I have. I finally got to the doctor's and she gave me some antibiotics, so I'm hoping it will be kicked soon. But I'm still feeling kind of crappy. I hope I wake up tomorrow feeling a lot better.
Stick with it if it is truly what you want to do. There are a lot of teachers in that situation on this board that have been out of work and/or doing other things for a while.
What about teaching pre-school or something? I am in the process of getting my teaching certificate & graduate degree & I have been teaching preschool and substitute teaching while I have been in school on and off. What about looking into that? I know the pay won't be the same, but at least its a job & you are still working with kids.
I've been debating the subbing route, and at this point will probably be necessary. I teach music, so that has severely limited my job opportunities since not many positions pop up each school year. I need to get my master's too, and was thinking of maybe trying to get a lot of that done, but it's difficult when we just want to buy a house and I'm wondering if I want to pursue something else before I invest in a masters. It's nice to know I'm not the only one... although at the same time, I don't wish this on anybody!
i am bored out of my mind.
i was so productive all week, and now there's nothing left for me to do tonight and the time is dragging.
come may if DH isnt into a PhD program i'm gonna start a serious job/career search and he's following me for the rest of our lives. you get 2 years to make your dream happen until i stop waiting to earn a boat load of money.
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