June 2010 Weddings
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Flame now or forever hold your heat.
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Back in June 2010...
Re: FFW
Im super pissed at Jeff this morning.
He left the puppy out of his crate & went outside to feed the pigs. Brianna couldnt get out of bed because the puppy was jumping all over her, so she woke up screaming. The puppy then pooped on the floor. So I get woken up to B screaming & have to clean up poop within the 1st minute of being awake.
Then he comes in the house & gets all pissy with me because I cant go to the bank, because I have NO CAR. My temp plates ran out last week & we're dead broke so we cant afford to register it, but he needs the money in there so we dont bounce a check. Sorry, Im not walking 15 miles to the bank & back with the kids.
Then he tells me he wont be home until really late because he has to take a class tonight that I've never heard a word about until just then. The class is an hour away from our house & wont get out till 9 believe.
Then he leaves in a hurry because its 6:40 & he has 2 appointments at 7 & forgets to hug B so she starts crying all over again.
Im not happy at all. There was no need of any of that happening this morning. Kids dont get to see him again till tomorrow night, I have a huge headache already, & the idiot just called me to see why I seemed to be in a bad mood this morning!
MEN
I flame H for being so self-absorbed sometimes, grr. I had some big news to tell him yesterday and when I called him after work he was a big fat asshat to me. Yelled at me about the dogs, asked what was for dinner and hung up.
Fine jerk. I have lots of other people that are happy for me so I won't even bother you to tell you. Go back to you super hard homework. Gah.
You can tell us, you know we'll be happy for you!
No school, theyre 4 & 2
Brianna usually goes to preschool but I have no car, so she's stuck home & as unhappy as I am.
I flame myself for being in such a bad mood. I just need to snap out of it & for whatever reason I cant.
I also need to flame H. If he slams one more door while Im trying to sleep I might just loose my fin mind. Its bad enough that Im on nights & my sleep schedule is all messed up, but then when I finally do fall asleep, he lets his alarm blare & slams every single door in the apt.
"Everything will be alright in the end. So if it's not alright, it is not yet the end."
"She wasn't bitter. She was sad, though. But it was a hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time." The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Me:28 DH:28 TTC since 1/11 Dx: unexplained IF/early DOR
Feb'12- Clomid/TI with CD3 &21 labs(normal)& SA-count 6mil/ml,morph/motil OK-BFN
April'12 Ultrasounds,HSG -clear, slight acurate uterus
5/14 IUI #1-50 mg clomid-post wash total motile count 19.3 prometrium 2dpiui= BFN
6/11-IUI #2-100 mg clomid & prometrium post wash count total motile 17.5 = BFN
7/6 IUI#3 with 100 mg clomid, estridiol, prometrium. post wash total motile count 23.3 = BFN
8/30IVF#1 BCPs, Follistim, Menopur,Ganerelix,Novarel.
ER 9/11-8R, 7M, 5F.
ET 9/14 2 embies transferred. 1 10cell Grade 4, 1 8cell Grade 4. No frosties. BFN
IVF#2 BCPs, Follistim, Menopur, Ganerelix, Novarel, Baby Aspirin
ER 12/5-16R, 12M, 8F!
ET 12/10 5dt! 1 fully expanded blast & 1 early blast. No frosties. BFN
2/13- Saline sono revealed a polyp. All additional labwork coming back normal. Genetic screen revealed DH has MTHFR deficiency & I am a carrier for it.
3/13 hysteroscopy & polypectomy
next up-Reproductive immunologist Appt 3/27, cycling in may?
Here Comes the Sun Blog
PAIF/SAIF welcome!