So, after two days of being blissfully happy, I woke up this morning to some spotting and it hasn't stopped. I took another pregnancy test and there is a second line for pregnancy but it is very, very faint unlike the other tests I took. And the cramps have started to set in. I am not 100% willing to say that I had a chemical pregnancy but it's starting to look that way. I have a doctors appointment on Monday so hopefully I will know more then.
What sucks is today we are having Macy's first birthday party today and my family has flown in for the event. Two of my friends will be here who just delivered their babies within the last three weeks. That will be hard to see the newborn babies.
But, today is Macy's day. And it will be a good day. She deserves it and this won't over shadow the day. I guess it's good that nobody knows my situation.
It just sucks that this all couldn't have happened next weekend ![]()
But in the mean time, I am going to pray for a sticky miracle baby. Even if things are not looking good.

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Thanks for the kind words. It means a lot. The only people who know are my H and my parents. So it's nice to have you guys here to vent to
Unfortunately, the bleeding has picked up within the last hour and is pretty heavy now. I guess I will just wait and see what the doctor has to say. I am not holding my breath for good news
Baby Macy is here!
12/09 - Macy (daughter) | 4/10 - Began TTC Baby #2 | 12/10 - Chemical Pregnancy | 1/12 - Miscarriage at 14 weeks | DX - PCOS & Hyperthyroidism
Kathy,
I'm so sorry you are dealing with this today. enjoy the day and wait to see what the doctor has to say. thoughts and prayers are with you! keep us updated. {hugs}
I am so sorry Kathy. I wish it could have been any other weekend but this weekend for you. I will be thinking of you and hope that this is just normal bleeding and that you have a sticky baby! Let us know how your doctors appointment goes on Monday.
Happy birthday Macy!!
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1st u/s at 6w6d - one hb * 2nd u/s at 8w3d - no hb detected 11/10/11 * natural m/c 11/13/11
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EDD 2/22/2013
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I'm so very sorry.
(and hanging on to hoping for the best at the same time.)
My silly Lily is almost 4.
Aww, thanks everyone
I have been a little down in the dumps today. It sucks wanting something so bad, then finally getting it, only for it to be taken away.
I took another pregnancy test this morning and it was negative. Not even a faint line
Thankfully, the party went well and I was able to somewhat enjoy the day before the cramps really set in. But last night was tough. The bleeding picked up and my cramps became pretty intense. Physically I am feeling much better today.
Sigh. Oh well. I guess at this point all I can do is move on and know that everything happened for the best. Today was my day to be sad but going forward I am going to have a better outlook.
Thanks again for you support
You guys made me feel a little better today
Baby Macy is here!
12/09 - Macy (daughter) | 4/10 - Began TTC Baby #2 | 12/10 - Chemical Pregnancy | 1/12 - Miscarriage at 14 weeks | DX - PCOS & Hyperthyroidism