I DD'ed. I realize my post came across as my therapist suggesting what had happened to me and that's not really what she has done. It's just always been a "possibility" along with a lot of other different things that might explain a lot of the issues throughout my life. The idea has never been forced on me, especially since we both know that I just don't have the memories. This subject is so complicated on so many levels that I fear there is no way to correctly explain it all on here, especially with all the information I left out of the post.
Thank you all for your advice, I will take it into consideration a fresh opinion from a new therapist. I am trying to deal with what I have in my life right now, but a lot of it is fear/struggles of getting closer and opening up in my sexual relationship, which is bringing all of this up.
Re: Thanks ladies