I can't do it anymore. I need to eat meat. I need cheese, chicken. I can't do it. I'm so stressed out right now. I hate my new promotion. I hate it so much. The shakes taste like ass. and speaking of ass I can't stop shitting. I want to give up and go back to WW. I don't know what to do.
Vent and crying over.
Thanks for listening
Re: Sitting here crying
October 11, 2008
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What they all said about the health stuff. It's important for your health. You made the step for a reason. You can do it Kim!?
I'm willing to bet the job stuff seems to suck right now b/c you're hungry and grumpy about the detox stuff. I'm always grumpy about everything when I'm just normal hungry! Give the promotion some time too, just like the detox.?
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I'm so sorry that this is so tough, Kim! Just know that it would be a struggle for anyone to get through but it IS possible and you can absolutely do it. Dealing with it mentally is so much harder than physically. Don't think about the 10 days as a whole, just take it one day at a time - it will make it all much more attainable. Do whatever you can to stay surrounded by things and people that are positive and supportive. Soon enough, your detox will be in the past and you won't have to worry about it anymore. Now, kick this detox's ass!!!! WOO!
"I never said it would be easy, but I promise it will be worth it." <- favorite motivational quote.
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Kim you can totally do this! I know you can and so do all the girls on here. It's hard thinking about a full ten days, but think about how much better you will be after it is done. Ten days of detox is worth it if it means having a healthy life!
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We know you do Stacey
damn you beat me to it.
g- you know you are stronger than quitting. the first few days are the hardest! i promise, it gets better! i am thinking of you and KNOW you can get through it.
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Zoey Emma 08.18.10
Thanks ladies really. I just had a breakdown. In the middle of it my friend lauren called and suggested I make Veggie soup. I RUN over to my list of things I can eat and guess what... I can make it. I feel like an ass lol. And new nuts shoudl say no nuts. I dunno what I'm going to do without nuts
You ladies made me laugh so hard. Thanks guys!
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You can do it girl! Just take it one day at a time. You'll feel awesome when you see the weight come off and realize, shoot a few crappy shakes, I can DO THIS!
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You can dooo iiittt (picture the guy from the waterboy saying this, it's much funnier). I know you can Geo. As other girls said, take it one day at a time.. heck one hour at a time if you need to.
Once you get past these first few days and you start seeing results, things will get so much easier for you. You just have to stick it out for a few more days.
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