After my blood draw yesterday, my beta was down to 5.5 and the RE cleared us to try again next cycle, if we are ready.
Jim is ready to go, but I change my mind every other day. Part of me says that the time I have left is short and if we want to have a baby we should get on it. The other part of me is petrified and doesn't want to ever go through that again.
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Cycle 12, IUI #1 - 33m post wash 10/15/10 = BFN
Cycle 13, IUI #2 - 15m post wash 11/16/10 = BFP, missed m/c, D&C 1/3/11
Cycle 15 - 18, IUI #3-6 = BFN
Cycle 20, IUI #7 = BFP!, missed m/c 9/14, D&C
DE-IVF Aug. 2012: ER 8/30 11R, 7M, 4F; ET 9/4 returned 2
Beta 9/18 #1-820, #2-1699, #3-7124
10/1 1st u/s measuring right on track, 125 bpm

Re: I meant to post this yesterday
Baby #2: Surprise BFP 9.19.12, EDD 5.24.13, natural m/c 10.19.13 at 9w
Now jumping domestically.
Well that was a crazy couple of years.
Cecilia arrived 12 October 2012
We'll just not tell H about this little fact, m'kay?
TTC since October 2010 | BFP 12/29/11 | RRQ BORN 08/26/12
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I know it's scary, but try to not let the fear take over. I was (and still am to some extent) so worried about ever trying for a pregnancy after what we went through before the wedding, but honestly my doctor just kept telling me that when we're ready (and we're not yet) that I have to just stay calm and not worry or else it'll make it that much harder on my body.
I'm around if you need to talk!
Whatever decision you make it will be the right one. I will be thinking of you!