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Just having a crappy day

I am typically one of those people who always says, "things will get better" "cheer up buttercup" "turn that frown upside down" but today, today I'm just in a crappy mood.  I still haven't started my new job even though they offered it to me over 3 weeks ago (they keep bs-ing around saying their systems weren't working and they weren't able to process all my info to get me started).  Jason just got told that his hours are being cut back a lot so now he's starting to look for a new job too.  I have $200 to my name which wont even remotely cover rent that is due on the 1st and my car payment that is due on the first.  I really don't want to have to go to my Dad again asking to borrow money because it's not like he's super well off either.  I think all this stress is making both Jason and I moody because we just haven't been clicking the last few days.  I just want to cry. 
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TTC since March 2012 w/irregular and anovulatory cycles.  
Moved to an RE October 2013  HSG- All clear , S/A- Normal , Bloodwork -Normal
Uterine polyp found-  Hysteroscopy and D&C 12/6/13  DX w/complex endometrial hyperplasia
Endometrial Biopsy 3/21/14 - Hyperplasia still present  Endometrial Biopsy #2 6/24/14 - All clear!
IUI #1  w/stims and trigger - Started stims 7/7/14 - IUI 7/24/14 = BFP 8/7/14
Beta #1 8/8 - 47  Beta#2 -137  Beta#3 - 96 Beta#4 -287 Beta#5 -519 Beta#6 121 = early miscarriage 5w4d
Nestie Besties with Nfp147 

Re: Just having a crappy day

  • Sad Well that's lame.

    Just take a deep breathe and give it some time. Hopefully everything will start to get better for you. 

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  • <3 It's gonna be ok.....good to know its not just us struggling....<3 if you need anything let me know :)
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  • Blah...I'm sorry. There are some days where I'm just like, I can't be all perky when all this sh*t is going on....and I think that's okay. Sometimes the silver lining is hard to see.

    Tomorrow's a new day!
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  • I think we all feel that way at some point.  I'm sorry that it has to be today (or any day) for you.  As much as it sucks now, you will make it through, I promise!  We are always all here for you to vent to and someone can always be counted on to post something funny or entertaining that may bring a smile to your face.
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  • Aw, I'm sorry!  How crappy and frustrating!  Like Brooke said, tomorrow's a new day.

     Go home, have a glass of wine or cocktail and call it an early night

  • If it makes you feel better, or at least hopefully smile, this morning when I went to take my coat off, the zipper got stuck and I pulled it and the friggin thin fell off the coat!

     It's almost time to leave work, feels lik 8 degrees out and I'm not sure how I'm going to stay warm for my 1mi walk/commute!

  • Thanks ladies, I really appreciate the support.

    I actually JUST got a call from the temp agency saying my start date is Monday, so although I'm still not sure how we're going to make our rent for February, at least it's a bit of light at the end of the tunnel.

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    TTC since March 2012 w/irregular and anovulatory cycles.  
    Moved to an RE October 2013  HSG- All clear , S/A- Normal , Bloodwork -Normal
    Uterine polyp found-  Hysteroscopy and D&C 12/6/13  DX w/complex endometrial hyperplasia
    Endometrial Biopsy 3/21/14 - Hyperplasia still present  Endometrial Biopsy #2 6/24/14 - All clear!
    IUI #1  w/stims and trigger - Started stims 7/7/14 - IUI 7/24/14 = BFP 8/7/14
    Beta #1 8/8 - 47  Beta#2 -137  Beta#3 - 96 Beta#4 -287 Beta#5 -519 Beta#6 121 = early miscarriage 5w4d
    Nestie Besties with Nfp147 
  • Awww Xan, so sorry things are so crappy for you.  I did see on FB though that you start Monday (mini yay) but I know that doesn't help with rent and such.  Take a deep breath and try to stay positive. 
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