and AF finally showed today!!! yay!.... aside from the horrendous anxiety disorder I've developed in the last few weeks, it seems this awful chapter of my life is finally closing and I can at least look foward to (hopefully) regular cycles and trying again...
also, i'm sorry for my absence this week. I was lurking, so congrats again to ringy on the house, rebaaann- glad to hear you are cleared to try again as well (if you want), mandee-your friend is only talking sht bc she's in a terrible place in her life and you aren't... she's jealous and only trying to bring you down the pettiest way she knows how, congrats again on your little boy Joelle, and raynes - again, I'm so very sorry to hear about ryley and i'll keep him and his family in my thoughts...
I dont know why didn't respond to any of those threads, I've been in a terrible funk. However, I completely psychoanalyzed myself and made a list of what I need to do get my life back in order. I promise I'll be more active this week!
Re: been 33 days.... (tmi)
Hurray for being able to start all the way over! I'm STILL waiting for AF to visit me (yup 76 days and counting).
I miss seeing your "face" around here. Thinking of you lady!
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Oh MO!.... Do you think it had anything to do with the fact you still had milk coming in? Is that related? Maybe now that that finished, you'll start ovulating again??....
Thanks Kaesha
BFP#1 11.2.10 | EDD 7.9.11 | HB 7w2d & 8w4d | missed M/C 11w2d | D&E 12.21.10
FSH at 14.5 - 4.21.11 | CCCT - (CD3 8.8,CD10 12.2)| dx w/ DOR @ 28 yrs old
IUI#1 + clomid 8.29.11 (our anniversary)
BFP#2 9.10.11 | EDD 5.21.12 | beta 1 @ 14dpi:232 | beta 2 @17dpi:703 | beta 3 @24dpi:7,174
Baby A HB of 142(7w), 161(8w), 164(9w) | Baby B no HB, Vanishing Twin
Well apparently my milk wasn't really gone. It came back today which is also extra lame, it's a very small amount but still.
I asked my doctor about the lack of a post partum period and he says it maybe due to still having retained a small amount of placenta. This is also why my levels are dropping so slowly, last week my HCG was still 3.4.
The Daily Nugget
Cycle 12, IUI #1 - 33m post wash 10/15/10 = BFN
Cycle 13, IUI #2 - 15m post wash 11/16/10 = BFP, missed m/c, D&C 1/3/11
Cycle 15 - 18, IUI #3-6 = BFN
Cycle 20, IUI #7 = BFP!, missed m/c 9/14, D&C
DE-IVF Aug. 2012: ER 8/30 11R, 7M, 4F; ET 9/4 returned 2
Beta 9/18 #1-820, #2-1699, #3-7124
10/1 1st u/s measuring right on track, 125 bpm
Cecilia arrived 12 October 2012
I was so nervous what was going to happen, since even after my D&E (3.5 wks after the baby stopped growing) I never had any really bad cramping or anything signifying that my body recognized it wasn't pregnant anymore... I used to be a spot on 28 day cycle, so I expected it to be longer, but I'm surprised its started.... however, its pretty light. I've read a lot how its supposed to be heavy and horrible this cycle, but maybe it really hasn't started... who knows, glad i'm doing something though...
I'll cross my fingers that your's comes on schedule!
BFP#1 11.2.10 | EDD 7.9.11 | HB 7w2d & 8w4d | missed M/C 11w2d | D&E 12.21.10
FSH at 14.5 - 4.21.11 | CCCT - (CD3 8.8,CD10 12.2)| dx w/ DOR @ 28 yrs old
IUI#1 + clomid 8.29.11 (our anniversary)
BFP#2 9.10.11 | EDD 5.21.12 | beta 1 @ 14dpi:232 | beta 2 @17dpi:703 | beta 3 @24dpi:7,174
Baby A HB of 142(7w), 161(8w), 164(9w) | Baby B no HB, Vanishing Twin
Baby #2: Surprise BFP 9.19.12, EDD 5.24.13, natural m/c 10.19.13 at 9w
so glad to have you back and happy to hear that your body is healing, as well as your mind!
TTC since October 2010 | BFP 12/29/11 | RRQ BORN 08/26/12
planned | married | blogged
Now jumping domestically.
Well that was a crazy couple of years.