I've been around, just not posting much. I'm kind of going through one of those phases where I feel like I don't have much to say. There's nothing new or exciting in my life other than DH passed his "fish" test. I started provera to bring on AF and I start Clomid (the ovulation drug) on cycle day 3.
I'm struggling with it all right now because it's overwhelming. I'm afraid it won't work...ever. I get my hopes up but I"m trying not to but it's hard ya know? It's also hard because I don't really have anyone to relate to. I could talk to my mom or SIL but they don't understand. It's just a difficult place to be right now.
It also doesn't help I had 4 snow days last week and 1 today to keep me inside thinking about it all. I guess I'm just living life a day at a time. That's all really one can do for now.
I miss you all but please understand I still read but it is hard with all the babies right now. I wish it was me.
PCOS and Endo
Ovarian drilling and endo removed 1/3/12
BFP - 3/27/12
Beta's 11, 14, 57, 637, 2800
Sono showed no baby and teeny tiny sac. Waiting to M/C naturally.
Re: I'm still here
I completely understand, it's like baby fest around here.
Have you ventured over to the TTC board on the bump? I know there are a lot of women over there that are going through the same thing, or close to it. They're very supportive.
Hang in there, it'll happen!
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This exactly! We hope to see a good end to your TTC journey soon!!
Yeah...I've kinda been phasing out and just reading more than posting, too. Baby fest has gotten to me a little - but nothing wrong with all the new babies on the board.
I'm glad your H passed the test and really, really hope things work out. I've been keeping you in my thoughts and hope that you're doing OK. Miss seeing you!
Ditto this as well.
Ashley, I can completely see where you're coming from. We are all rooting for you and support you 100%.
How is YH's store? School?
I agree w/ Ali, also. the TTTC board may be a good support for you, if you haven't checked it out. It will happen for you. We all know it.
I'm happy you posted!
I have not felt like I have much to contribute either, I have been doing a lot of complaining lately and try not to let it affect you ladies. Not to mention I just have a lot going on that would take way too much explaining.
I would go CRAZY with that many snow days. What's your weather looking like? Is there an end in sight? I can't believe it, we're expecting upper 30's- upper 40's for the next week at least! We're actually going to thaw out! That doesn't mean we won't get a blizzard in a month but the reprieve is so helpful for the winter blahs!
We love you, Ash!
I know I can't begin to identify with what you're going through... but I do know that when it happens you'll be a freakin' awesome mom.
I'm glad you're around, too.
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UGH! Please stay around... I am hoping for you and I feel like, if Ashley is making it through this, I can make it through this...
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