October 2010 Weddings
Xan921
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Our tech team has launched updates to The Nest today. As a result of these updates, members of the Nest Community will need to change their password in order to continue participating in the community. In addition, The Nest community member's avatars will be replaced with generic default avatars. If you wish to revert to your original avatar, you will need to re-upload it via The Nest.
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Thank you.
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Confession Session
Got anything to confess this week?
TTC since March 2012 w/irregular and anovulatory cycles.
Moved to an RE October 2013 HSG- All clear , S/A- Normal , Bloodwork -Normal
Uterine polyp found- Hysteroscopy and D&C 12/6/13 DX w/complex endometrial hyperplasia
Endometrial Biopsy 3/21/14 - Hyperplasia still present Endometrial Biopsy #2 6/24/14 - All clear!
IUI #1 w/stims and trigger - Started stims 7/7/14 - IUI 7/24/14 = BFP 8/7/14
Beta #1 8/8 - 47 Beta#2 -137 Beta#3 - 96 Beta#4 -287 Beta#5 -519 Beta#6 121 = early miscarriage 5w4d
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Re: Confession Session
I confess that I got to work at 8am, it's now 11:24am, and I've probably only done 20 minutes of actual work...opps lol.
I confess that I lie to DH sometimes about watching shows on the DVR, just so I can watch them again without him saying, "didn't you already see this?" I just pretend like it's all brand new to me.
I confess that I ate 3 cake balls last night. I told myself I was just going to eat 1, but 3 were stuck together so I justified it as being just 1 lol.
I
you - I totally use this rationalization myself.
I think I was on TN/TK waaay too much this week.
I had leftover pizza twice for lunch this week and wings once (no wonder I feel like a fat arse)
Oscar hasn't been sleeping well recently and waking up in the middle of the night. I hate getting out of bed to take him to potty or get a drink of water. Sometimes I pretened not to hear him and that I'm still sleeping so DH will do it and he's admitted he does the same thing. I wonder if DH and I really could ever be parents.
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I do the same thing. Especially yesterday when Jack was whining at 4 am. But this morning, he started doing that "I'm going to throw up" wheeze after he pawed at me. And then he did. So I felt like the worst pooch mom ever.
I confess that I'm having serious issues around the house lately. Like an eleven-year-old girl. I swear on anything holy that I see sh!t.. hear random asss noises that I know I've never heard in the almost two years that we've lived there. When I lay down for bed, I wake myself up out of my sleep because I feel someone standing at the side of my bed, or like breathing over me. I currently have a little light on at the foot of my bed at night. I have myself freaked the eff out that someone is roaming around my home.
And by someone.. I mean like.. ya know.. someone that's not alive. I of course tried to convince myself that it was my mom-mom and it's no big deal - but the fear that's there is too much for it to be her.. I think.
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Ohhh I want to hear more about this! I love that kind of stuff. Well, love hearing about it, not actually happening to me lol.
lol, this reminds me of a comedian's standup I heard once. He said someone asked him and his wife, "Does your baby sleep through the night?" Then he motioned as if turning the baby monitor off and said, "As far as we know..."
I feel like a school girl.
It started right after my mom-mom passed that I would 'feel' someone standing sorta at the foot of my bed and I wore swear to you when I laid down it would be by my side, right over my head/chest.
I'll be sitting on the couch and SWEAR someone just walked by and I know I'm alone. I've actually gotten up to be sure there was no one because I know I saw someone.. like I always catch the last 1 second of the person..ya know.
I hear so much sh!t. Like I'm in the living room and I'll hear things in the kitchen. Just like as if someone sorta rattled my utensils on the stove or maybe moved the cutting board.. I don't know. Then when I'm in the kitchen I always hear it in the spare room. As if I hear someone walking and sometimes I even hear my bed, it sorta squeeks because it's on risers and the weight of someone on the bed makes that sound.
It's effn crazy. I am not really into all this sh!t but I can't get away from it. Yesterday was 7 months and there's no sign of stopping.
Also, I moved her carriage bench and desk into my home because they were her prize possesions. The night we brought it home, Mike and I were carrying the bench in, and my porch light "burnt out" which was weird, but not a big deal... except that once we passed the light with the bench, it turned back on.. and has not stopped working since.
And.. haha you asked for it Xan!! The night my great grandma passed (which is mom-moms mother) I was hearing and seeing all kinds of sh!t and Mike and I agreed it was just emotions..... until... I heard a bunch of noises in our office (across from bedroom) and I couldn't shake it. I looked across the hall and something was flashing like crazy in there..but at a weird pace. I woke up Mike and he told me I was just upset, but then he saw it!! He got so freaked out he went in there and the digital frame that was on my mom-moms desk (and has been in our office for almost 2 years) was just flashing then went blank and our photo was gone. He unplugged the whole thing cause even he got scared LOL A few days later we plugged it in and it was fine.
I did this before, too. I heard Dottie trying very hard to wake me up, and I kept ignoring her (I think I was still half asleep), even though I knew that she was on medication that made her excessively thirsty, and therefore, she had to pee WAY more often than usual. Next thing I heard was her peeing on the carpet...which got me out of bed pretty quickly!
I felt so terrible...and obviously she didn't get in trouble for it since it was totally my fault (and she's only had probably two other accidents since she was potty trained - and that only took three days). She really doesn't have to be told no, though, because she always knows when she's done something wrong, and you can see how guilty she feels...and it breaks my heart!
Side note: Chris slept through the entire event, even me turning on the lights to clean it up. So who do you think will be waking up with Carter all the time???
Megan & Chris
Ohhh how freaky! You know, I've heard of spirits being attached to certain objects too. I have a DVD set of Unsolved Mysteries: Ghosts and there are several stories on there where the house is fine until they bring a piece of furniture in, and then haunting starts. I would be freaked out all the time if I were you, especially after hearing noises in the other room, especially someone sitting on the bed. Then again, if you do think it's your loved one, I guess there's nothing to be scared of because obviously it's not a mean spirit, but still...eeek. They also say that burning sage and walking around inside of your house can get rid of spirits, worth a try maybe, as long as your DH doesn't think you are too crazy. Can you tell I've read too much about this kind of stuff? lol. If it keeps happening, I'm totally coming up with a ouija board and we're going to play ghost hunters. Keep me posted on anything else that happens, your stories gave me chills and I love it lol.
My confession: I just called DH to see if he could come a bit early because my dentist appointment really sucked and my mouth hurts and I'm feeling emotionally raw from it.
I have a pretty big dentist fear from trauma when I was little (I know it's stupid but I can't help it). The dentist I had since I was 14 was great and was really helping that, but we moved and I hadn't been to the dentist in almost 2 years (gasp). I'm not sure I like this new dentist at all, but I don't really want to have to do the whole first appointment all over again. I was crying (not sobbing, just tears leaking) for almost 1/2 of the appointment and thinking about it now makes me tear up, which makes me feel like a bigger baby. Not to mention, I have 3 cavities and have to go back for another appointment to finish my cleaning and do the other 2 fillings. I kind of just want to keep putting it off and not deal with it, but I know that's a stupid idea.
I pretend I can't hear the dogs some nights too.
Ha! I love this! At least you have your elliptical in your house. When I moved in with Chris, I sent mine to my parents' guest room. I have not even thought about asking to get it back...even when we have a bigger house!
Instead, I have a gym membership...and I'm pretty sure I haven't been there since before the wedding. Seriously.
Megan & Chris
I love both of these! I am such a lazy @ss!
Xan, right. Mostly spirits thrive on things that have once lived, like wood. Is the desk and bench wood?