Well ladies... it's happened... I've hit my wall today. I am just so overwhelmed with everything I have to do before the end of May.. even the end of this week so our house can get updated (tiling and painting). Once the water works started, I haven't been able to stop crying at all today. Duncan is really crabby--no sleep, still teething (I wish that molar would just break through and be done) and refuses a nap. He screams and cries at the top of his lungs every time I put him in the pack 'n' play so I can get something done and I have so much to do on my list before the bathroom refinisher comes tomorrow morning. The sad thing is that I don't have really any friends that I feel like I can ask for help to--they are all so busy with their own lives and the one time I did ask someone for help I got turned down. And my sister told me today that she can not come to help and for Duncan's birthday (as we had been planning for months) because of her own family problems (which I totally understand, but it still hurts). Yes, I'm whining big time, but I just feel so alone right now.
Thanks for letting me vent... I must run now becuase my child has yet again pulled all his books off the shelf and is now going for the dvd player again.
Re: I've hit my wall (vent)
October 11, 2008
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I hope this gets better and tomorrow isnt so horrible. Hugs
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Welcome to the dark side
I was going to suggest a plea for help on Facebook (which is what my sister-in-law, out in rural washington, chasing around an 18 month old, with no family around to help, does when she just needs help) and then, before I wrote it, I checked FB and saw you DID do that, and you got some great offers of help out there!
Just because people couldn't help you out the one time you asked in the past doesn't mean they won't next time. You keep finding a way to ask for what you need, and you'll keep finding that people care about you and have the ability to occasionally get it to you! The many many comments on your FB page prove that.
In the meanwhile, there are going to be good days and bad days, and you keep venting here whenever you like, and we'll keep sending out virtual hugs!
Hang in there!