Yesterday was my first day back to work, that was horrible. I hated leaving Oliver. Then come to find out that our back room where I am suppose to pump doesnt have an outlet in it. So I had to go buy a manual pump (which i like much better then what i have). I went in today to find that they cut out store hours back and in order to get just 32 hrs a week I have to work two days a week from 10-8 (with an hour drive all together)and then I would work three days at only 4hrs a day. or I work 7 days a week. I dont get paid enough in the first place and spend at least 200$ on gas on top of that we would have to start paying someone to watch Oliver and pretty much there goes my whole pay check now. So I am looking for a new job! This is a bunch of crap that I come back to this.
WARNING Dont read the rest if you a cat lover....or animal lover.
And then i pulled into the drive way today when I got home and Goose (the cat) was in front of me and she moved out of the way and I couldnt see here so I slowly moved forward. She NEVER goes under my car!!! I ran her over and I slammed on my breaks and jumped out of the car in time to watch her run away in a zig zag. I started shaking and crying and ran in to DH. i took the baby and made him go check on her. I am still crying, shaking and in complet shock! Please hold back on the mean comments about cats not being out door animals or any other crap comments, she loved it out there and I would never have taken that away from her. I already feel bad enough!
So thats my life!
Re: worst day eva
Hope you can find a new job soon.
Alexander David
11.25.09
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Juliana, please don't beat yourself up over things you can't change, love. I know it's tough to deal with the work thing knowing that is where your income is coming from, but just take some time for yourself looking for a new one. A better one will come along. Just don't give up!
And about your cat, I am so sorry to hear about that. He didn't know any better and you had no idea that was going to happen. It's a series of unfortunate events, but what happened has happened...it's not your fault.
Breathe, sweetie. Things WILL get better. Just take it day by day. xoxo (which I still don't know if it's hugs and kisses or kisses and hugs, haha)
thanks girls, but she died. we are getting ready to go out and bury her.
I could not imagine how you must feel right now.
I hope things look up soon, maybe Olive will give you a nice big smile soon if he already hasn't.
ETA that was totally a typo I really did mean Oliver.
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