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I'm stressed!

I just went to the doctor for my annual and I got a call today - of course I missed it and they said to call them back (non-emergency). So of course I know that means I probably had an abnormal pap (which I've had in the past). So I call them and never got a reply.

Just logged on to the website where I can pull my pap results (if they're normal) and sure enough it says that my results are in, but have been sent to the doctor. 

I'm sure this just has to deal with the on-going HPV/abnormal pap that I've had going on for years, but I'm still super stressed. I just want to know!

I'm hoping they say it was minor and to go back in three months. I feel like I have one or two normal, then abnormal...worse, worse...biopsy...LEEP procedure. Then one or two normal, then abnormal...worse, worse...biopsy...LEEP procedure.  This cycle has happened three times, except last time it was the D&C surgery that cleared it out instead of the LEEP and then I had a normal. Guess it's "time" for my abnormal, but it worries me that it keeps coming back and back even though I've been with the same person for years.

Ugh. I'm rambling now, but my stomach is in knots. 

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Re: I'm stressed!

  • Im sorry you're going through this. Im sending good vibes your way!
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  • Try not to stress hon, hopefully it's the same as it always is. I'm sorry.
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  • I'm sorry!! I hope you get ok news!!
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  • oh no i am sorry! that would make me nervous too. i have had one LEEP only. i am thinking good thoughts for you that it's anything other than that! hang in there.
    Me:39 Dx LPD, Fibroid, AMA and all that goes with that. H:37 Dx low motility and low morphology. TTC since 3/12. Clomid 8/12 and 9/12: BFN. 11/12 on a break for Myomectomy sched. 11/26. Resume TTC early 2013.
  • I'm sorry.  I hope everything is ok. 
  • aww thinking about you
  • ugh...i'm sure the not knowing is what's hard right now. try to relax and take it day by day. :) hopefully it just follows the same course that it has in the past for you. abnormal paps/LEEPs are no fun. but, we'll just hope thats all you have to go through :)
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