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The rollercoaster is not over yet...

So as you are aware, I had the d and c yesterday. Instead of my HCG levels plummeting down today, they rose again. So, now I am being treated for an ectopic pregnancy.  The doctor called me and wanted to see me immediately. I had to get some blood work done and then I got 2 shots of methotrexate. I have to go back on Tuesday and Friday next week for more blood work. If my levels have not dropped by 15% by next Friday we have to repeat the shots.

Why me? What did I do so bad to deserve this crap?  I am so tired of it..
~Cheryl and Frank~ 06/28/08
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TTC since Sept 2009, 2 uterine septum surgeries (Jan and March 2011), 1 chemical pregnancy (4/11), 1 ectopic pregnancy (8/11), and missed m/c at 11w5d (3/12)
Failed IVF #1 (July 2012)
FET #1 October/November 2012 BFP, m/c at 5 3/7
February - operative hysteroscopy
Late April/May FET #2

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Re: The rollercoaster is not over yet...

  • imagenursecheryl81:

    Why me? What did I do so bad to deserve this crap?  I am so tired of it..

    You did absolutely nothing to deserve this.  I wish there was a way we could explain sh!tty situations.  I am so sorry you have to go through this.  If you haven't visited yet, I do recommend going to the loss board on the bump.  There were some girls who have gone through the methotrexate shots over there.

    Thoughts, prayers, love and healing continue. Left Hug

    image Thanksgiving, 2011 Amanda & Joe, June 28, 2008 Blog of Randomness BFP 6/10/11; Missed m/c at 5wk6d; D&C 7/18/11, Triploidy BFP 11/24/11, please be our sticky baby pregnant
  • I am so so sorry, Cheryl. You did nothing to deserve this, and I truly hope that you get some peace soon.

    Big hugs to you, and continued thoughts and prayers.

  • Oh, Cheryl I'm so sorry! I certainly don't know why this is happening to you, but be certain that you did NOTHING to deserve this!

    I hope that things start looking up for you soon. Lots of thoughts and prayers to you!

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  • You don't deserve this, Cheryl (no one does...) and nothing you did or didn't do impacted this at all.  I hope for your sake that you get a swift resolution to this so  you can begin healing.  T&P&Hugs.
  • Oh Cheryl I am so sorry. You don't deserve this at all. Life is just so unfair sometimes. Awful things happen to wonderful people. I wish I understood it. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers
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  • I agree with all the other ladies, you absolutely don't deserve this. 

    I hope you can get some answers quickly so that you can move on to the next step. 

    T&Ps for you.

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  • This is so messed up. :( Lots of thoughts and prayers headed both of your way! I feel so sad. I hope that this can be done with for good now. Hugs!
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  • I know I haven't been posting a lot these days but I've ben staying updated with things.  You absolutely don't deserve to go through all this and I am so so so sorry!  I really hope that things start to get better and this rolloercoaster you are on comes to an end.
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  • How awful. I'm so sorry you're going through this.
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