Well, tomorrow morning is the big dreaded c-section and the arrival of Lane (no middle name yet). I am so excited to meet him, but I am so anxious at the same time. Bug is on the couch taking a nap, and when he wakes, I will play with him and enjoy my last few hours as him being my only child.
I just wanted to take a few minutes to request for prayers, thoughts and good calm vibes to be sent my way. Because my last delivery was so scary, I am a rack of nerves. My goal is to stay calm and not have a major panic attack on the OR table tomorrow. I don't remember my first moments (or hours) with Bug, so I really want to have that moment with this one. My doctor is awesome, so I am confident that she will do the best she can for me.
I have to be at the hospital at 6 am, and as long as nothing emergent happens with another patient, my surgery will start about 8. I will post a picture or update my status on Facebook first chance I get, which may not be for a few days, since Drew will have to be here at the house a majority of the weekend to watch Bug, and I will be at the hospital alone. My sister backed out on me for watching after him last minute to take her son's girlfriend to college, and his usual sitter has already gone off to school. We have someone to watch him for the surgery tmrw and a few hours after that, but that's it =( Sad, but it is what it is. If all goes well, I will be home Monday ![]()
Well, guess I will be signing out now... wish me luck ![]()
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Lots of luck! You will do fab! And as I said, it might be a blessing that you get some quiet time at the hospital.
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