Pity Party for one is over for now!

Of course, I can?t say the exact time but the ?business trip? has started!!! I have to say that I was ok for the most part until I got in the car and I heard a Toby Keith song and I busted out crying.  Not the pretty Demi Moore cry in Ghost but the red faced, snotty nose, heaving chest and puffy eyes.  Oh yeah and the Toby Keith song I heard was ?Courtesy of the Red, White and Blue.?  Yeah I know crazy.  I spent much of the time since in hibernation with ice cream, pizza and sad Hallmark movies.    

So after some time of the ?pity party for one?, I put on my big girl panties and decided to rejoin civilization. 

Oh and it took less than one day before I got the ?Oh I know how you feel.  I spent a week away from my husband and I was so worried about him.  I make sure he calls me before he leaves the house and then gets to work.? By the way he works at a rental car company about 45 minutes from where they live.  With that statement, I went off nuclear style on this girl.  My response was not great to say the least and of course with tears/rage in my eyes.   I opened with ?I am sure you do, I mean the last time I check a war zone and a rental car place were totally the same.?  That was the tame part of what I said.  If I were to include some of the other words I used, I might get banned or edited at the very least.  J  

Thank you for all of the continued prayers as I will need them. 

At least now there is Skype and e-mail so even though it is sometimes spotty at best I can still see his face.  I am not sure how older generations did it.