March 2009 Weddings
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FFFC
Spill.
Re: FFFC
I'm jealous that Ryan gets to mostly hold/play/feed Carly in the evenings while I'm doing laundry, dinner, dishes, bottles, etc. I think it's time to talk about this.
Yes, I like football. I'm cool with one game/day. But I'm already dreading the Thursday to Monday nonstop football watching.
I still have 10 lbs of baby weight to lose, and need to lose another 10 on top of it. I really need to get my butt in gear. I'm just always so.tired. And the fact that I'm always looking for quick, easy meals means we're eating too much crap. I need to get better about meal planning.
I'm a shopaholic. Must stay away from online shopping.
I'm with Jax in the DH doesn't do crap at home department. Tuesday night DH got home at 7:30. I had dinner ready. We ate. He proceeds to call someone from the dinner table and talks to them for over an hour. I was ticked. I went to bed at 9. I don't get much time with him these days and I'm not one that really NEEDS time - I'm very independent - but he complains when we don't spend time together so, I've made an effort. Then he pills this crap.
I call him out on it Wednesday. He said I was right, apologizes and we move on.
Last night we had open house at school. I get home at 8. I had a big Scentsy order come in and I needed to get it separated because it all was coming to school with me today for delivery. He proceeds to ask me if I'm going to spend time with him. WTH?
It' just irritating. When he is home, he's not really home. We've argued about it more times than I can count. It's just all really frustrating right now.
PCOS and Endo
Ovarian drilling and endo removed 1/3/12
BFP - 3/27/12
Beta's 11, 14, 57, 637, 2800
Sono showed no baby and teeny tiny sac. Waiting to M/C naturally.
I ate sugar cereal (chocolate with marshmallows) and chips and queso for supper last night.
Nate sleeps in an old drop-side crib. It's old enough to still have all metal hardware and seems more stable and secure to us than modern cribs. Besides the drop side, I have no idea what other safety standards it doesn't meet. And I don't really care, but sometimes I think I should.
I would kill for chips and queso right now- Thanks Rachel! After being pregnant, PMS means salty foods. I could give a crap for sugary. I used to love sugary.
My MIL is over taking care of Ava to get used to it for when she helps a few days a week when I go to back to work. Ava is freaking out right now. In fact she started freaking out the minute I handed her over to my MIL. This does not upset me, I am glad she started crying because she knows it's not me- it makes me feel like she'll miss me next week. But the crying rips my heart out!
H and I are going out to lunch. I am totally having a liquid lunch.
I spoke to my boss. He's going to try to stick to my plan to WFH one-2 days a week for about 4-8 weeks. This is good and I am taking advantage of it.
I reamed mh out for sleeping til his normal time this morning. I want him to start waking up early like me so that we both can care for Ava and selfishly, I can go to the gym in the morning before work.
My back is freaking killing me. I pulled a muscle in my lower back earlier this week, and I'm refusing to take major pain meds so I can go back to work [and, Lortab made me nauseous as hell when I took it after gallbladder surgery]. I feel like my body's falling apart. :P
When H was here last week, I totally took advantage and slept as long as I could, didn't do the dishes and didn't do laundry. I've picked all that back up now that he's gone, but I miss it. While I AM looking forward to moving so that H and I can finally be together, I just want the extra hands around the house, too.
I plan on eating at least two pretzels at tomorrow's football game. With cheese. I'm not feeling the slightest bit of guilt about it, either.
I am massively stressed about this weekend and then leaving again to go to Vegas. Basically, I leave Saturday morning for the race, come back Monday morning, and leave again on Tuesday morning. Sometime on Monday I have to unpack/repack, but I'll be on a boat until late. So yeah, I'm stressing.
I am still pissed at DH for not doing crap around the house. He's been gone a lot (outdoor concert season), which doesn't bother me that much, and I do 95% of the cleaning. But there are certain things that he does because they involve only his stuff, and other things he says he will take care of, and he doesn't deal with them. He knows how I feel about this, but there has been no effort to do anything.
I am trying to get the house clean before I leave tomorrow, because I'm afraid of what it will look like when I get back next week if I don't.
DH has to take me to get my rental car early tomorrow morning, and I am reasonably certain that he is going to make me late. Even though he says he won't. Yeah.
i want a new purse and new shoes, but we can't really splurge on stuff we don't "need".
i want more CLIENTS!
i also really need to lose the 5lbs i picked up in the last month, but have been eating crappily
Also i went out networking with a chiropractor last night and he bought me lots of drinks and filet mignon. and i didn't pay for anything. YAY!
I have another one.
I can't wait for the race to be over. And the biggest reason is because I have a mental list of the junk food that I want to eat with abandon. Right now, I'm not eating any new foods, or junk food (especially fried), because I don't want to risk messing up my stomache. I know it's good for me, but I could kill for some fried cheese sticks. And a donut. And nachos. And a big fat cheeseburger and fries.
Seriously.
Bow chicka bow wow...
I'm a little jealous on the enjoyment part.....
PCOS and Endo
Ovarian drilling and endo removed 1/3/12
BFP - 3/27/12
Beta's 11, 14, 57, 637, 2800
Sono showed no baby and teeny tiny sac. Waiting to M/C naturally.