Starting Over
Dear Community,
Our tech team has launched updates to The Nest today. As a result of these updates, members of the Nest Community will need to change their password in order to continue participating in the community. In addition, The Nest community member's avatars will be replaced with generic default avatars. If you wish to revert to your original avatar, you will need to re-upload it via The Nest.
If you have questions about this, please email help@theknot.com.
Thank you.
Note: This only affects The Nest's community members and will not affect members on The Bump or The Knot.
I just searched my old SN here... And looked through some of the posts... Holy crap was I mess! I'm looking at these post going "WTF is wrong with this girl?!?!?!" I've come so far in these past 2 and a half years! It's nuts!
Re: Kind of funny...
Wow, glad you're doing much better now
I don't even wanna go back and look, mostly because I was living a lie and in denial...
I don't want to look at my old posts because it will make me reminisce the old times. I truly was happily married. It is a completely different world for me right now in comparison. Though, I had to admit, I am definitely growing stronger to be my own person but I have no regrets of making some "sacrifices" in my marriage because it was for a beautiful cause of wanting to be in a beautiful family. While a big family is not in my current presence, I do have my amazing son.
I was opening a document in Word last night (doing homework) and a file titled "Letter to XH" caught my eye. I opened it, and was just dumbfounded by the words on the page. Long story short, I was basically in denial about XH coming back home and told him all of the things I was doing to improve our marriage. I even apologized to him for not being a good enough wife. Mind you, this is the same man who had an affair with his co-worker, and is still with her a year later. But yet, I somehow thought it was all my fault.