It went well. He seemed nice enough and I didn't feel uneasy or anything talking to him. I mean it is hard as hell for me to talk about myself and open up to how I am feeling (hence all my issues in the first place) but he said I seemed to be able to do so. Now I just need to learn how to do so with my husband.
I am going back next week and as long as I continue to feel okay about it I will keep going. The one benefit was that my husband asked me a lot about the session last night and he seemed to be really listening to what I said. He asked how he can help to make me happy. I told him that it is not up to him to make me happy that I have to be the one who does that. Maybe there is still hope for our relationship afterall. Maybe after I go to a few sessions MH will actually decide to go with me.
Re: F/U to my counseling session