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More than anything right now, I wish...
Re: More than anything right now, I wish...
I could make my friend and colleague's brain tumor disappear.
Sorry to be a Debbie Downer on this one.
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I could take a nap in the conference room just like Kelly Kapoor.
...I were in bed, napping with my kittehs.
I have another.
...that a new and improved career opportunity would come S's way. One that would make him happy. I've been so sad for him lately, I don't know how he's able to keep pushing through. He sent his resume out to several places over the weekend and I found a few things as well that he said looked promising.
T&Ps for your friend/colleague's health.
...that the road to sobriety wasn't so long and rocky.
...also that it keeps snowing because I planned on going snowboarding this weekend, and I would LOVE to hit some fresh powder!
That the hubby and I were moving to Hawaii. Today.
that I had money to see a therapist before I go out and kill myself because I have so many bad things happening to me that not being alive seems like a good alternative method lol.
Oh well. C'est la vie I suppose.
Ok, if you're having these thoughts, you need to go, regardless of money. I know you put "lol" after this statement, but that's a lot to put out there. Please ask for help IRL if you're feeling this way!
This is free. I hope this helps: http://suicidehotlines.com/
Please, get yourself help. I don't know what's going on in your life, but you deserve to be happy and shouldn't have to suffer through this alone. There are people who care about you and there are resources out there to help you get through this.
Ditto this!
If you don't want help or therapy through a bunch of internet "strangers" like the lovely compassionate ladies on these boards, then please find someone to reach out to and vent your frustrations. You are NOT alone, and you shouldn't feel that way.
I hope you can find the strength to help yourself and free your mind of suicidal thoughts. You deserve happiness.
Thanks. I appreciate it. I'm just tired of having the same bad things happen to me over and over and over without a break to allow a fleeting moment of happiness to pass through me. I've alienated my friends, I've isolated myself, I pretend to be happy around H but other than that I just want to be left alone. It may not be good for me, but right now I want a little control over SOMETHING in my life.