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Google is NOT your friend.
So, I have slightly high cholesterol levels. That's awesome. I'm SO glad I lost 60 pounds to still have high cholesterol.
Also, I have high alkaline phosphatase levels. I googled about it and it looks like I could have either kidney failure, diabetes (a couple other things in my blood work points to it as well), some sort of bone disease or osteomalacia, which is where my bones are softening due to lack of Vitamin D.
I'm trying NOT to panic, because who knows what the problems are, but I'm pretty bummed.
Why did I lose all that weight to be a diabetic or have high cholesterol? I don't want to be in kidney failure. And when I looked up the symptoms of that, I had TON of the symptoms. And several women with my IF medical condition have kidney issues.
I'm scared you guys 
I've always had the feeling I'd die young, and that's why I couldn't have kids, but damn...I know none of this is a death certificate, and I could have NONE of the above issues, but still...I'm scared. I want to call the doctor tomorrow and request a sooner appointment.
ETA: I just called MIL, who is a nurse, and explained the results. She was also concerned and confirmed what Google said. She's thinking either kidney issues, like failure, or diabetes.
Re: Google is NOT your friend.
I can only imagine how confusing and upsetting that is. Hopefully you'll find out more info soon. Like you said though, googling will make you feel worse...I know it's tempting, but try to avoid it in the meantime if you can!
Also, don't panic and try not to stress until you have definite answers. If you find out you don't have these issues and you're on the verge then there may be steps you can take to prevent them. *big hugs*
P.S. I had no idea you'd lost 60 pounds...that's amazing!
My love. You will be in my prayers but you have to promise me this. . . don't accept this quietly. If you lost 60 pounds and be as remarkable as you are I would not listen.
Sometimes things take a little time to lower in the body. Cholesterol is actually one of them. Good luck lady! May your fears subside in time just as the cholesterol count lowers.
:::big hugs::: Love you, Jade.
:: hugs Otter ::
I love you too woman! Please keep us informed in all of this.
I've cried a few times tonight, but then I started thinking about how I've "beat" MRKH, OCD, severe depression, scoliosis, asthma and lost 60 pounds. No matter what, I've got this. I might cry and complain a few times, but I'm going to keep on keeping on.
Atta girl!
I also ate a couple of chocolate chip cookies for dessert
Oh Otter, I'm sorry you're going through all of that. If it helps I've banned H from PetMD he kept on getting all worked up about the dogs having cancer.
*hugs*
oh jeez, I hope you are feeling better when you wake up today. I know how frustrating it is to not feel right and have to wait for answers, but I am praying and hoping that you get them soon so you can stop the worrying and move forward.
**hugs***
You said it! Be strong you WILL get through this. it's o.k. to be upset or cry about it. I'll be here if you ever need a hug T&P's to ya!
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It's hard to be patient with these things, and I'd be freaking out a little, too, but make sure you talk to your doc and get all of the facts before you drive yourself nuts. {{{{{HUGS}}}}}