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It's Happening
I was seriously doubting if I could fall in love again, if I could feel for anyone what I felt for J, or if that if I'd be in love with my ex for the rest of my life... but I am falling in love... and it's more amazing than anything I've ever experienced... I feel so safe and secure with him that I've never felt before. I've gone out on a lot of dates over these past six months and was just thinking I'd never meet anyone that made me feel like J once made me feel and that I'd settle for just being content, not head over heels in love... but I have fallen and it's even better... Jacob is a man of character and honor. He gets me... accepts ME for everything I am, everything I've been through... all my struggles... no judgement... he loves me and loves me just as I am... When I doubt, he just patiently reassures me and understands my insecurity. It took me a little longer than it did him to fall because I've had walls up but he's patiently been chipping away at my walls with such understanding and compassion. You girls saw me through the worst times of my life and now it looks like I'm sharing with you what might be the beginning of the best times... I've never known a man like Jacob before... he's amazing. We both see a life with each other.
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Who knows... maybe we'll have a reason for a Cali nestie get together, one that involves vows and a party, lol... not to get too far ahead but if it does happen, would you girls help me plan another wedding, hehe? 
I have a whole group of expert advisors right here! 
Re: It's Happening
#1-BFP 08-22-09 ~ M/C 08-31-09 at 5 weeks 6 days
#2-BFP 08-6-11 ~ Due 04/18 ~ born via c-section April 22, 2012
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I am so, so, SO happy for you! I hope things continue to work out well for you.
If it does evolve into an engagement then I will definitely help you plan!
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You sound so happy! I'm so glad you have found someone who makes you this happy
I googled "happy dance" and got this. Enjoy.
ETA: This one too!
Jenny McCarthy = Former Playmate and MTV host
Pediatrician = Doctor with extensive experience and education on children.
Bumpies = Don't get me started!
I know who I get my health advice from!
What are you looking at?
You girls are so sweet... and Maria, that's hilarious.
Thank you all! I honestly dont feel as though I deserve any of this but am grateful for it nonetheless!
Seriously in awe. 
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Andrew born 10/30/2011 (9lb 4oz at 37 weeks)
There is hope, sweetie... so much hope. It took a lot of time on my own and a TON of healing and LOTS of time in prayer and just working to put me back together and figure out who I am before I was ready but it's beautiful and being stronger in myself has led me to seek MORE from a potential mate and never settle and never ignore the red flags. Hugs my friend!
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