So I am back to work after my near death experience. I stupidly was emailing and keeping in contact with work. Initially I let my H call them and let them know what was going on and I should of left it at that because now none of them realize what I just been through. As soon as I got the initial, "hey how you feeling?" questions I got thrown back in to the madness. Im still not 100 %, emotionally I am complete mess. My life has changed and I had the scariest wake up call ever that Im not like everyone else and all these meds are making me insane.
My coworkers are like my family and I have it pretty good but I just don't think anyone realizes unless you were there what I just been through. I need to work because I need insurance to cover the medical expensive so its a catch 22.
I probably should of took one more day but I felt like I was just avoiding it and it would of been worst the longer I waited to come back.
Just needed to vent!
Re: Back to work!
This is what matters. But I completely understand your frustration. If I had something as life-altering happen to me, it would be extremely difficult to go back to my routine as if nothing had changed. I would also feel like it should be acknowledged somehow. I'm sure that feeling will pass eventually, even if it takes some time. Try to focus on just being happy that you're alive