Hey ladies. I have been trying to post more often, and it looks like I will have a lot of time after this weekend.
Our A/S was on Monday. Our precious baby is perfectly healthy, measuring 5 days ahead... and is a beautiful little boy!
After the ultrasound my husband and I went into the room to wait for the doctor and we received pretty scary news. I have a large mass growing above my uterus, 26cm in size, and it will have to be removed immediately. The size of the mass could cause me to go into preterm labor so I am done working until further notice. Or, if left in, it will prevent baby from having room to grow and will continue to grow itself.
The mass is so large it is hard to tell what it is directly attached to, but the doctor thinks it's ovarian and that I will have to have one of them removed during the surgery. There is a chance it is cancerous, but the surgeon (a gyn/oncologist) my doctor consulted with feels that at my age and with my medical history, there is only a 3% chance of it being cancerous. So, there's that.
My surgery will be this Friday morning at 20w2d pregnant. I go tomorrow for a pre-op appt. with my doctor.
Yesterday was the scariest, worst day of my life. I have not stopped crying at random since we found out. I have gotten less than 2 hours of sleep. When the doctor told us, I went into complete shock. I just stared at him in silence, reminding myself to breathe. DH was so strong, asking all the right questions. He has continued to be strong and is doing everything he can to ease my mind.
I am terrified for my son. I keep thinking about how vulnerable and precious he is, and I cannot bare the thoughts that keep going through my mind. I just hope Friday goes by quickly and I wake up to good news.
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Oh TR, Im so sorry. I would be terrified too if I were in your position, but just try to focus on the fact that your baby boy is healthy and strong. You will both make it through this. Sending lots of positive vibes your way. Hang in there! I'll be thinking of you!
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I'm so sorry! I can't imagine how scary that must be. I will keep you in my T&Ps that you have a successful surgery.*hugs*
And congratulations on your son!
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I'm so sorry. That's so scary but I know everything will turn out fine.
Congratulations on your baby boy!
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Oh wow. I'm so sorry. Good luck.
Congratulations on your beautiful baby boy!
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Praying that all goes well on Friday! ((HUGS))
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I'm so sorry!! I'll be thinking of you!
And, congratulations on your baby boy!!
Congrats on your healthy baby boy!
I will say a prayer and keep you in my thoughts. Scary indeed but glad they caught it before it got bigger. Take care....
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I can only imagine how scared and worried you must be! Lots of T&P's coming your way that everything goes as well as it can on Friday! I will be thinking of you!
Also, Congrats on a healthy baby boy! We are having a baby boy also!!! : )
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Thank you so much for the kind words, thoughts and prayers. They mean more to me than you know!
Our pre op appointment is in one hour. I am just hoping the doctor can offer us some clear answers (as much as he can) and a little bit of hope.
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