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More Drama (still loss related)

Sorry I've been a bit MIA the last few days...it's been a bit of a crazy time.

Friday morning I woke up with some major abdominal cramping. Long story short, I ended up fainting on the bedroom floor.

Fast forward an hour to the doctor. Get my hcg drawn and confirm the miscarriage. They do an ultrasound to make sure they can't see anything/verify it's not ectopic and low and behold, there is a 63mm cyst in my right ovary. Seriously, the thing took up most of the whole screen.

Because of the fainting episode, the dr wanted to draw my hemoglobin. Well, as I'm sitting there, I about pass out again. They finally get blood from my finger prick, and the level comes back as 7. Dr now thinks the cyst could be full of blood and I may be bleeding internally.

Rushed to the ER, whisked up to the OB ward (fun, with all the babies and happy pictures on the walls). More blood work, tests, etc. Confirm a higher hemoglobin, may not actually be bleeding out.

Long story short, after 24 hours in the hospital, I am ok. I started the miscarriage Sunday and due to the (tmi) ridiculous amounts of clotting, they think I may have had some blood pooling that could have caused the lower hemoglobin/fainting epidodes. I'm on sort of bed rest- no exercise, long shopping/standing, anything that could cause the monster cyst to cause torsion.

Going back to the dr tomorrow to confirm my hcg is still going down and will have an ultrasound in a few weeks to make sure the cyst is decreasing in size. Then, we can start testing to see why I have had this miscarriage and the chemical. I am emotionally drained, exhausted and just numb. It was honestly one of the scarier things I have experienced. I have made an appointment with a therapist for next Monday to help with this loss and the ongoing battle with our infertility. Thanks, as always, for your never ending support. It helps so much to know I'm not alone in this.

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Dx PCOS August 2012
Clomid x4 = BFN
Femara+Follistim IUIs x 6 = 3 BFN, 2 C/P, 1 early miscarriage
IVF June 2014- 43 R, 34 M, 24 F, 12 blasts frozen and severe OHSS
FET September 12, 2014!
Beta #1 12dp5dt- 724
Beta #2 14dp5dt- 1631
Beta #3 20dp5dt- 12,813
EDD 5/31/15 until OB tells me otherwise. Grow babies grow!

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Re: More Drama (still loss related)

  • Oh my goodness, that must have been so scary. I'm glad that you're ok, recovering and taking it easy. I'm so sorry you have to go through this ((hugs))
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    TTC September 2013 | BFP 11/21/13 | Chart | EDD 8/3/14 | It's a girl! 

    DD born at 42 weeks 1 day | 8/18/14 5:33am | 8lbs 4oz 20.25in of perfection!

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  • So scary! I'm so sorry that you're going through all this. I'm glad to hear you're ok though!

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    dx with anovulatory PCOS 2005
    off bcp 11/11
    a few rounds of clomid and femara... no response.
    injectables/IUI 12/12... BFN
    Feb 13 IVF cycle converted down to IUI due to low follicle response... BFFN
    one last IVF attempt April/May 2013: 19 retrieved. 10 fertilized. 2 transferred in a 3dt. 4 frosties... BFP!!
    EDD: 1/21/14... Induced early at 36+6. Our LO was born 12/30/13
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  • I'm sorry, girl :( Rest up

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    T-TTC since Dec 2008. PCOS/nonexistant cycles(anovulation) and endo. HSG in '10 revealed both tubes blocked. Lap surgery in Dec '10 to correct. Failed Clomid/IUI and injectable(Bravelle)/IUI cycles so far.  


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  • Wow that is so scary!  I am so glad you are okay though!
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    Femara+Trigger+IUI #1: BFN :-( (July 2013)
    Natural Cycle (8/7/13)- BFP!  Beta #1 (9/10/13): 509 Progesterone: 18.64  Beta #2 (9/12/13): 1118
    Baby N born 5/9/14
  • Oh my gosh, all of that sounds terrifying! I've briefly fainted/almost fainted after donating blood; that is an awful feeling!!

    I'm so glad you were well taken care of. I hope that monster cyst goes away soon.

    Rest and take care of yourself now. When it's time, I hope the dr can get you the answers you need to move forward.

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    BFP #1: 11/9/13; spontaneous m/c at 6w2d, 11/25/13
    BFP #2: 12/31/13. B/w 12/31: betas >1000, progesterone 13.6; B/w 1/2: betas 3065, progesterone 10.2
    B/w 1/8: betas 17,345, progesterone 25.6
    Progesterone suppositories started 1/2. Please stick, baby!!
    Fiona Elise born 9/9/14 - welcome beautiful girl!
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  • I'm so sorry. That all sounds so traumatic. Rest up and take care of yourself.
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  • Omg! I can't even imagine what you are going through right now. So so sorry. Please take care of yourself and just make sure to get plenty of rest.....
  • That is very scary.  Get plenty of rest and make sure to put yourself first right now.  Hopefully you can get some answers at your appointment, and the therapist helps with everything.

    TTC since 1/13  DX:PCOS 5/13 (long, anovulatory cycles)
    Clomid 50mg 9/13 = BFP! EDD 6/7/14 M/C 5w6d Found 11/4/13
    1/14 PCOS / Gluten Free Diet to hopefully regulate my system. 
    Chemical Pregnancy 03/14
    Surprise BFP 6/14, Beta #1: 126 Beta #2: 340  Stick baby, stick! EDD 2/17/15
    Riley Elaine born 2/16/15

    TTC 2.0   6/15 
    Chemical Pregnancy 9/15 
    Chemical Pregnancy 6/16
    BFP 9/16  EDD 6/3/17
    Beta #1: 145 Beta #2: 376 Beta #3: 2,225 Beta #4: 4,548
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  • I'm so happy to hear you are okay after all of that. I hope this gets better for you and the cyst goes away. I also hope the therapist helps you through all this stress and grief. ((hugs))
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    With heavy hearts, we said goodbye to our precious angels on 8/12 at 13 weeks 2 days.
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    BFP! Betas: 12/12 225, 12/15 706, 12/17 1512. EDD 8.21.15
    12/29 hb 120. 1/5 perfect, GRAD DAY! 1/15 perfect at OB. NT 2/6 PERFECT, HB 158!

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  • wow! im so glad youre at least doing a little better and youre safe!  very scary!

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    Cycles 1-14 (Natural) all BFN
                                  Starting IUI#1 procedures Nov '13
                          IUI Cxl'd due to surprise natural BFP 11/1/13
            Calvin born on June 19th, 2014 via emergency c-section at 3lbs7oz
         
  • Oh my. So scary. I am glad that you are okay and the therapist sounds like a good idea. Take it easy.
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  • How scary. I'm so sorry you're going through this.
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  • Oh my I am sooo sorry you are going through this right now!! **hugs**

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  • I'm so sorry to hear about what you've been going through. T & Ps coming your way!

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    Cycles 1-9: BFN
    Cycle 10: Surprise BFP on 10/17/2013!
    EDD: June 25, 2014
    Baby Girl born via induction June 26, 2014

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  • Oh honey im sorry! Passing out was one of the scariest things that has happened to me. I hate that you had to go through it. I hope you get some answers :(

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    Me(27) PCOS, Hypothyroidism & Incompetent Cervix  DH(29) Azoospermia
    4/11- 12/11 Provera, 3 cycles clomid 50mg, all BFN (HSG-all clear)
    Dec 2011 DH S/A shows zero count - dx Azoo
    TESE 4/13/12 - Sperm found!! 5 viles frozen
    IVF ICSI #1- (Lupron protocol) 5R 2F 2dt- 2DP & 4CF - BFFN
    IVF ICSI #2-  (Antagonist protocol) Started stims 7/26
    ER 8/8 11R 9F 3dt - 9BF & 7BF (+HPT 8dp3dt)beta 1-184 beta 2- 1699 TWINS! EDD 5/1/13
    <312/9 Joshua David and Zoe Faith born too early at 19w4d due to incompetent cervix <3
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      LAP Transabdominal Cerclage - 4/15/13 only possibility of carrying my children to term
    IVF ICSI #3.2- (Antagonist Protocol) 7/26 start stims (same day, a year later from J & Z's stim start date!)
    ER - 8/7  19R 9F 3dt of 2 8BF embryos. (+ HPT 7dp3dt) Beta #1- 82.8 Beta #2- 821 Beta 3-7254
    9/11/13 - U/S showed 1 baby HR 135bpm! EDD 4/30/14
    Colin born via c/s 4/7/14 (36w5d) 6lbs 14oz - 8 days in the NICU
    TTC #2 - IVF 4 - July 2015 (Antagonist Protocol) 7/10 start stims
    15R 8F 5dt of 1E blast grade BA & 1 blast to freeze!! (+hpt 6dp5dt)
    beta #1-52 beta #2-62 Beta #3-6.5 - CP
    FET - 9/18/15 (+hpt 5dp5dt) beta #1 -225.1 beta #2-2468 beta #3-21,352
    10/29 - U/S shows 1 bean! HR 151 EDD 6/7/16 It's a BOY!
    5/18/16 Jacob born via c/s (37w 1d) 9lbs .8oz 19in - 6 days in the NICU



  • I'm so sorry you are going through this.  Take care of yourself.
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    February 2013: IUI #1 = BFN 
    October 2013: We made the decision to stop TTC and live without children.

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  • I am so sorry, hon. Rest easy. 

    I'm glad you're going to see a therapist. While I have not experienced a loss, I think it has helped me a lot in this struggle with TTC.
    TTC #1 since Feb. '12. dx: "unexplained" IF
    After 2 shitty IVF cycles and 1 loss at 6+2 (EDD 11/7/14), DH and I are pursuing DIA.
    11/17/2014 - ACTIVE AND WAITING!
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  • That sounds so scary! I'm so sorry you're going through ALL of this. :( Rest up and take care of yourself!
  • Oh my goodness, that's very scary! I'm glad you're okay, and I'm so sorry for your loss.

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  • I'm so sorry you've experienced all of that-any one part of it would be terrifying. That's a lot to have going on all at once. I hope your therapist can help you process it. ((Hugs))
  • I'm so sorry you've experienced all of that-any one part of it would be terrifying. That's a lot to have going on all at once. I hope your therapist can help you process it. ((Hugs))
  • Wow, I'm so sorry for your loss and the scare with the cyst. Rest up and heal, both physically and emotionally.
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    First date July 31, 1999    Married January 28, 2009 
    TTC#1 July 2010 PCOS dx April 2011 
    DS born: February 21, 2012

    TTC#2 June 2013 MMC Sept 2013 (partial molar), CP 02/2014 DS2 born: December 5, 2014
  • That is so scary!! I'm so sorry you're going through all of this.

    Good luck with the counselor, it helped me immensely
  • I am so sorry. That is too much for anyone to go through. I hope you feel better as each day passes.
    Diagnosed with Severe DOR at 31 years old (AMH .14 FSH 9.8) 
    D & L are here at 34 weeks 4 days by vaginal and breech delivery on 11/19/2013

  • That is so scary, and it sounds draining. I'm sorry you had to deal with that on too of everything else. I hope things go smoothly from here on out and that you get answers soon.

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  • I'm so sorry you're going through this. Rest up as much as possible.
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  • I am so sorry you're going through all of this. I know that had to be terrifying.
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  • How scary! I'm so sorry, and I hope you feel better/the cyst goes away soon and that you get some answers in the next month or so. Thinking of you.

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    TTC #1 August 2014. BFP 9/26! EDD 6/9/15
    Baby A born 6/17/2015
  • Sorry you're going through all of this. Glad you're ok and hope you're on the mend soon!
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    TTC since August 2011
    Cycle 8,9,10 - 50mg Clomid - BFN
    Cycle 11, 100 mg Clomid & IUI#1- BFP 2/23/13 - m/c 4/2/13 @ 9w2d
    Cycle 13, 100 mg Clomid & IUI#2 - BFP 6/27/13 - CP
    Met with an awesome new RE in September 2013 new plan: 5mg Femera & IUI #3
    Surprise Natural BFP 9/9/13 - Welcomed our baby boy 5/25/14

    TTC Buddies with *noelcallum* - Congratulations!
    Knottie Besties with *SparklingDiamond* - Congratulations!
  • Oh my gosh. I'm sorry that you've had to go through all that. When it rains it pours, but it freakin sucks.
    IUI - BFP! Baby boy born still - August 2012
    IVF - BFP - miscarriage June 2013
    FET - BFN
    FET - BFN
    Switched clinics
    IVF with PGD - three embryos created, all healthy - July 2014
    FET - transferred two embryos (boy and girl) - Nov 2014 - BFP!
    Baby Boy born July 2015

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