FFFC

Xan921

Spill the beans, ladies!

brij2006

When I received the e-mail yesterday from the dietitian about my 1,200 calorie diet.  The thought crossed my mind to gain weight back and hope it would give me a real cycle again.

Sewilson33

I found out my sister decided to hold off on TTC #2 for a few more months. When she told me I was more relieved than anything else. I feel terrible that I feel this way but I can't help it.

LuckyAngel07

Sewilson33 said:

I found out my sister decided to hold off on TTC #2 for a few more months. When she told me I was more relieved than anything else. I feel terrible that I feel this way but I can't help it.

I would not feel remotely bad about that. I don't even know what I would have done if my sister had gotten pg with #2 while I was still struggling, especially after the loss. It was definitely something I feared, so I really understand your relief!

lfk2013

I was secretly happy last night when DH texted me that our dog was sad because I wasn't there and he was (I went home to take Jasper out and feed him before I went to a book club).  Also, because Jasper did a little dance when I got home and wanted to cuddle with me all night. 

nightmare_of_beauty

When I woke up from the anesthesia yesterday, I was crying for DH and my mom. I feel bad that I haven't told them that, but I don't want to upset them that they weren't there.  

cloudymeatballs12

I found out one of my friends is pregnant, she found out when I did. I was happy for her of course, but really really mad/upset about it.

Sewilson33

@Nightmare_of_beauty I'm so sorry hun!!!

nightmare_of_beauty

@Sewilson33 Aw, thanks.

wiggyslilsis

@nightmare_of_beauty I'm sorry *Hugs*

My confession...
I had chocolate Lucky Charms for breakfast DH makes fun of my kiddie cereals but they are so yummy!

BruinsBabe33

I think Canada deserves the gold in hockey.

nfp147

BruinsBabe33 said:

I think Canada deserves the gold in hockey.

I am keeping track of these comments and your love of poutine for your honourary citizenship application.  Now, you just need to eat a Beavertail.

KonaCoffeeBean

I have a pleading due to the court by the end of the day, and I am really pushing the limits of procrastination.

Aimothy

I fantasize more often than I should about sleeping with my trainer. 

The rest of these confessions are lame.

blueeyedblossom

I have majorly slacked on house work the last week. I'd much rather sit around watching trashy tv and feeling bad for myself than doing anything productive.

I did manage to do some grocery shopping this morning.

Sewilson33

I think I read too many smut novels because sometimes I find myself a little disappointed that we are kinkier.

amandaf6383

TMI...The last time I, ummmm, enjoyed myself, I thought of a really hot sexual encounter with an ex...I felt so guilty afterward.  ">

brij2006

We'll try again @aimothy.....

I like drunk sex 10x more than regular sex.  Regular sex is boring.

amccul20

Sewilson33 said:

I found out my sister decided to hold off on TTC #2 for a few more months. When she told me I was more relieved than anything else. I feel terrible that I feel this way but I can't help it.

my sister and SIL got pregnant and had 2 kids while I was still TTC 1. I hated the feelings that came when I found out. I should have been excited but instead I was heartbroken.  I don't think your feelings are unwarranted at all

sgautschi

@nightmare_of_beauty I'm so sorry. ((Hugs))

lindsayandjamie

nfp147 said:

BruinsBabe33 said:

I think Canada deserves the gold in hockey.

I am keeping track of these comments and your love of poutine for your honourary citizenship application.  Now, you just need to eat a Beavertail.

I second this.

BruinsBabe33

Second FFFC is that I really enjoy watching lesbian porn. If it's just me by myself... There are no boys allowed.

Apollo11235

BruinsBabe33 said:

Second FFFC is that I really enjoy watching lesbian porn. If it's just me by myself... There are no boys allowed.

lesbian porn is the best... as long as it's not too fake. Who scissors, really?

poppies717

amccul20 said:

Sewilson33 said:

I found out my sister decided to hold off on TTC #2 for a few more months. When she told me I was more relieved than anything else. I feel terrible that I feel this way but I can't help it.

my sister and SIL got pregnant and had 2 kids while I was still TTC 1. I hated the feelings that came when I found out. I should have been excited but instead I was heartbroken.  I don't think your feelings are unwarranted at all

No shame there. My SIL got pregnant with and had her second while we have been seeking treatment. Ouch. My sister told me when she's planning on TTC#2, and just thinking about her getting pregnant before me takes my breath away. It will probably come close to ruining a relationship we've worked hard to repair, but I can't control how I feel (obviously I would never TELL her how I feel).
So I guess my FFC is that I haven't been truly happy for anyone I know IRL who has gotten pregnant. I just can't even access any subconscious happiness. Guess I'm a jealous, bitter, bitchy infertile.

Flamingo86

poppies717 said:

amccul20 said:

Sewilson33 said:

I found out my sister decided to hold off on TTC #2 for a few more months. When she told me I was more relieved than anything else. I feel terrible that I feel this way but I can't help it.

my sister and SIL got pregnant and had 2 kids while I was still TTC 1. I hated the feelings that came when I found out. I should have been excited but instead I was heartbroken.  I don't think your feelings are unwarranted at all

No shame there. My SIL got pregnant with and had her second while we have been seeking treatment. Ouch. My sister told me when she's planning on TTC#2, and just thinking about her getting pregnant before me takes my breath away. It will probably come close to ruining a relationship we've worked hard to repair, but I can't control how I feel (obviously I would never TELL her how I feel).
So I guess my FFC is that I haven't been truly happy for anyone I know IRL who has gotten pregnant. I just can't even access any subconscious happiness. Guess I'm a jealous, bitter, bitchy infertile.

I'm right there with ya @poppies717. I'm rarely, if ever, happy to hear someone is pregnant (with the exception of many of the ladies on this board, esp. the ones who have struggled). I don't even have the "happy for them, sad for me" sentiment. I'm just bitter and bitchy.

DangerMuffin23

I hope one of my friends moves away like she's always talking about. Ever since she told me she got KU after trying once, in fucking Hawaii, at lunch in public (not the sex lol) after she knew all about our SF/IF diagnosis I just can't deal with her. I know that makes me bitter (esp after being successful) but deep down I think I might hate her for it. Flame away.

Flamingo86

DangerMuffin23 said:

I hope one of my friends moves away like she's always talking about. Ever since she told me she got KU after trying once, in fucking Hawaii, at lunch in public (not the sex lol) after she knew all about our SF/IF diagnosis I just can't deal with her. I know that makes me bitter (esp after being successful) but deep down I think I might hate her for it. Flame away.

No flames here.

FutureMrsWright2012

nightmare_of_beauty said:

When I woke up from the anesthesia yesterday, I was crying for DH and my mom. I feel bad that I haven't told them that, but I don't want to upset them that they weren't there.  

So sad, NOB Hope you're feeling better today!

simsk3887

I received an email at work today from a co-worker who does a completely different job than me, pretty much telling me how to do my job, which she knows nothing about.  It took me a while to calm down and respond and when she replied back a second time in ALL CAPS, I actually said out loud on the open floor that I wanted to punch her in the face.  Many co-workers heard me.  I'm sorry I'm not sorry.

LooneyLife

nightmare_of_beauty said:

When I woke up from the anesthesia yesterday, I was crying for DH and my mom. I feel bad that I haven't told them that, but I don't want to upset them that they weren't there.  

I'm sad for you that they didn't allow your DH to be there waiting for you to wake up. After both of my ERs and D&C, DH was sitting right next to me when I woke up. I probably would have cried too if he wasn't the first person I saw.

Flamingo86

LooneyLife said:

nightmare_of_beauty said:

When I woke up from the anesthesia yesterday, I was crying for DH and my mom. I feel bad that I haven't told them that, but I don't want to upset them that they weren't there.  

I'm sad for you that they didn't allow your DH to be there waiting for you to wake up. After both of my ERs and D&C, DH was sitting right next to me when I woke up. I probably would have cried too if he wasn't the first person I saw.

My DH was there waiting for me too. So sorry you had a rough time:(