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poppies717
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Dear Community,
Our tech team has launched updates to The Nest today. As a result of these updates, members of the Nest Community will need to change their password in order to continue participating in the community. In addition, The Nest community member's avatars will be replaced with generic default avatars. If you wish to revert to your original avatar, you will need to re-upload it via The Nest.
If you have questions about this, please email help@theknot.com.
Thank you.
Note: This only affects The Nest's community members and will not affect members on The Bump or The Knot.
Our tech team has launched updates to The Nest today. As a result of these updates, members of the Nest Community will need to change their password in order to continue participating in the community. In addition, The Nest community member's avatars will be replaced with generic default avatars. If you wish to revert to your original avatar, you will need to re-upload it via The Nest.
If you have questions about this, please email help@theknot.com.
Thank you.
Note: This only affects The Nest's community members and will not affect members on The Bump or The Knot.
Beta #5 (lr?) Updated with a Q in OP
400. I'm pretty much numb. They want me to keep doing all the meds and come in on Saturday. But I'm not dumb. I know what this means. They want my betas to come up enough to do an ultrasound, and I'm pretty sure they'll see nothing. I am heartbroken, exhausted, and absolutely devastated. I really don't know what else to say.
Thanks for all the good thoughts this morning. I wish betas could be measured in good thoughts, prayers, and wishes.
Question: How the eff am I not supposed to feel like a damn science experiment right now? I know they want me to continue everything so that they can diagnose why I am likely to m/c. Is it normal for me to be super pissed that I feel like a science experiment for injecting drugs into me just so they can see the empty sac? WTF. I feel like I don't belong anywhere, too. I'm "pregnant," so I don't want to post my beta woes on GP, but I'm the downer on GPM.
Thanks for all the good thoughts this morning. I wish betas could be measured in good thoughts, prayers, and wishes.
Question: How the eff am I not supposed to feel like a damn science experiment right now? I know they want me to continue everything so that they can diagnose why I am likely to m/c. Is it normal for me to be super pissed that I feel like a science experiment for injecting drugs into me just so they can see the empty sac? WTF. I feel like I don't belong anywhere, too. I'm "pregnant," so I don't want to post my beta woes on GP, but I'm the downer on GPM.
TTC #1 since Feb. '12. dx: "unexplained" IF
After 2 shitty IVF cycles and 1 loss at 6+2 (EDD 11/7/14), DH and I are pursuing DIA.
11/17/2014 - ACTIVE AND WAITING!
Pregnancy was never the end goal; being a mom was.
I've been holding out on GP: I got drunk once and started a blog: Here it is (11/7 update)
3T<3
Re: Beta #5 (lr?) Updated with a Q in OP
When you've been married this long, you need a ticker to remind you.
Baby Boy M - 08/01/2013
TTC September 2013 | BFP 11/21/13 | Chart | EDD 8/3/14 | It's a girl!
DD born at 42 weeks 1 day | 8/18/14 5:33am | 8lbs 4oz 20.25in of perfection!
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dx: Unexplained IF (mild MFI)
TTC since May 2011, 1 year trying, and then 3 TI, 2 IUI = BFN
IVF #1 (May 2013): Antagonist Protocol:24R, 18M, 15F w/ICSI; 5dt of 2 early blasts, no frosties = BFN
IVF #2 (August 2013): Lupron Stop Protocol:
28R, 23M, 15F w/ICSI; 5dt of 1 partially hatched blast, 7 frosties = BFP
EDD 5/23/14, blighted ovum (6w6d), D&C (8w6d)
FET #1 (April 2014): transferred 2 5d blasts = BFP
C.J. born 01/09/15
The Rowdy Roberts
BFP 2: 7/7/2014 Beta 7/8: 115, Beta 7/12: 638, Beta 7/16: 3793, Beta 7/21: 21,625
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TTC Since January 2011 - We have bad sperm~TTC Buddies with akcrrr and amandaf6383~
Natural Cycle (8/7/13)- BFP! Beta #1 (9/10/13): 509 Progesterone: 18.64 Beta #2 (9/12/13): 1118
I am still hoping that poppyseed is just growing slowly though. Hang in there, Poppies. Sending you and your DH lots of love.
Baby E born: 2/16/2014 at 12:56pm. 5lb 15oz
08/13: Started TTC - 07/14: PCOS dx
BFP 09/18/15 - Baby S 05/27/16
This sucks so hard!! I'm so sad for you. It's not right!!
Sending huge, squishy ((hugs)) and lots of love and support.
B/w 1/8: betas 17,345, progesterone 25.6
I agree with all of this! Praying for a miracle!
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* After 22 months and 2 failed IUIs, we finally got our BFP *
DS delivered naturally at 41w6d on 4/18/14
I'm so sorry Poppies. :'( *Hugs*
If you need anything from any of us, please don't hesitate to reach out.
TTC since 1/13 DX:PCOS 5/13 (long, anovulatory cycles)
Clomid 50mg 9/13 = BFP! EDD 6/7/14 M/C 5w6d Found 11/4/13
1/14 PCOS / Gluten Free Diet to hopefully regulate my system.
Chemical Pregnancy 03/14
Surprise BFP 6/14, Beta #1: 126 Beta #2: 340 Stick baby, stick! EDD 2/17/15
Riley Elaine born 2/16/15
TTC 2.0 6/15
Chemical Pregnancy 9/15
Chemical Pregnancy 6/16
BFP 9/16 EDD 6/3/17
Beta #1: 145 Beta #2: 376 Beta #3: 2,225 Beta #4: 4,548
www.5yearstonever.blogspot.com
Our Little Raspberry-Born 3/27/12
We Said I Do 09/06/09
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TTC #1 since July 2012
Cycles 1-9: BFN
Cycle 10: Surprise BFP on 10/17/2013!
EDD: June 25, 2014
Baby Girl born via induction June 26, 2014
My TTC Journey Blog
B Born 6.27.13