Update on me...

Chris&Dan092405

Hi everyone..just wanted to give you all a quick update on me...

Things have been crazy lately... Some days have been great while others I barely have the strength to get out of bed... DH and I are seperated... Im living at my moms now even though all my stuff is still at the apt... But that will be changing in a few weeks...just need to get $$$ together to rent a truck to move everything Im taking out and get ppl to give me a hand moving it all..

I have been doing a little better since my dads passing..its not easy... I still cry almost every night before I go to sleep.. I just miss him sooooooo much.. Friday is going to be hard.. It will be the first time I have been back to the cemetery since his funneral but I have to go Friday. Friday is his birthday.

Things with Dan are weird... one minute he is nice...the next he is a total a$$. I dont know what the future holds for us but all I know is I am scared to death to go through it alone but I have no choice for now.

Hope everyone else is enjoying their summer... I know Im not

lilylow

Just remember that your father will never really leave your side even if you can't talk to him anymore.  You will never ben alone as long as you remember him.

Just try to take everything one day at a time. 

 

Krista&Alex

Aw lots of hugs to you!!!  I know that this is a really difficult time for you and I wish you all the strength in the world.  Please feel free to vent on here or post whatever you are feeling.  We are here to help. 

eb629

((hugs))

Nelson&Stacy

Reading your post brings back painful memories of my divorce and my heart goes out to you.  As I said in an earlier post, you will find friends in places you never thought you had them.  I know we don't know each other but I want you to know I DO understand what you are going through and the pain and fear you are feeling.  You will survive this but it will be difficult.  I too moved out of my house and in w/my parents, then a tiny flat in the city and finally into an apartment.  It was so scary and rough especially when my ex-H got ugly and mean.  I survived it and boy did it make me strong.  I'm such a different woman now and with a MUCH different man and happily married now.  If you ever want to chat I'll give you my personal e-mail.  While I can't make any of it go away, I can offer support and an ear.  I know how much it meant to me to have friends and people around that understood.  Just wanted to let you know that I'm here to help and I do understand.  Hang in there!!