I keep having

Butter Cookie

inappropriate dreams about a friend. Not sex, but... intimate? In close quarters? Inappropriately close? WTF is this about? I don't look at him when I'm awake with wanton lust (or wonton lust, for that matter...) so WTF is with the dreams?

I already know I'm a freak but please to share your thoughts. 

zsazsa-stl

What does close friend represent to you?  Is there some quality about him that you wish you had more of in your life?

NOLABridesmaid

Zsa, that was good.

Butter Cookie

Hmmm... I suppose he's a lot like FI. Kind, caring, funny... a little ridiculous. I think it bothers me more that there's an intimacy there than if it was sex. It's intimate like I am with FI. Touching, being close. I'm not a touchy-feely person by nature except with him (FI). I suppose really there's nothing sexual about the dream but it still doesn't feel right. IRL I would love it if he were my brother (guy in the dream, not FI, that would be gross) because he'd be a supa awesome big brother, with the kind of relationship I've always wanted to have, so maybe that's why it feels so dirty in my dreams to be so close to him.