1. TTC and stuff: I didn't want kids for evar. Up until about a year before I got KU, I was no way Jose on the babies. DH had wanted kids, but was okay with not having them. And then for whatever reason, isht changed. And here I am. Also, my IBS is okay with being pregnant. It's sorta nice because I'm not super constipated (yet) but I'm not in a world of hurt like I normally am.
2. Friday I went to the midwife for the first time. It was awesome. I loved her and I'm excited to give birth there. My OB's office called me and I talked to them today about why I was changing. Tres awkward.
3. Job searching still sucks. The woman I interviewed with last week said the place is still reviewing my resume (they wanted a bunch of doctors to look at it before seeing if they wanted to interview me) but that this was a good thing. Okay, but I'm anxious. I feel like if I don't get a job in January, I won't get one at all. I have a couple of other things that I"ve applied for but I'm not sure when/if they'll call me. Which blows. And I really dislike being home.
4. I'm starting to feel like Under 1000. Everything is homemade now. But at least it's tasty! I'll be honest...it's a chore for me. I like being able to walk into one store and buy everything I need. Not walk into one store and say "okay, we need XYZ here, and RST is cheaper here". I am not cut out for the staying at home. But we are saving a ton of money.
5. I am having a depressed day today. Being at home, on a Monday with no work week makes me remember all the negative. It blows.
Re: Catch Up
1. I think I'm right there with you. I'm just NOW starting to entertain the idea right now. But I'm not very patient, so I have some time to wait still.
5. Ask TD for pictures of her pup and JoJo has pictures of more. They're cute and should at least distract you for a few minutes.
Also, it's awesome that you're so motivated to find a job this quickly. Talk about getting back up on the horse! Plusalso!!! Anyone who doesn't want to employ you is clearly an idiot.
i think you'll be okay. i am also sorry you're having a sad day.
you should get somethig fun for yourself to do at a craft store. but, something goofy like sock puppets with googly eyes.