Writing about Pepper in my Sad Day post got me thinking again. Work has been getting worse instead of better lately. I honestly feel like they've asked me to do illegal things (forge 850 signatures yesterday, "re-do" an ad made by someone else) and this really bothers me! Plus, I get paid squat, my boss has no idea how much I do/the amount of skill the stuff he asks me to do takes. I am not happy here. I like my coworkers and regular schedule, but I think that is not enough anymore. I dread going to sleep at night because it means I have to wake up and come in here in the morning. I can't concentrate on some tasks and just wish I could leave all day long.
This is where Pepper comes in again. He taught me to work and not give up on what I want. He taught me that I can do what I set my mind to. Why should I back down and not continue to do that? I should be taking this attack it and win attitude to my career. Right here. Right now. I want to build that studio in our apartment. Really, there is nothing stopping me but myself. This is my dream, and I should go for it. All the way. Just like he taught me.
End self-induced pep talk.
Cookie to those who made it through that without rolling their eyes at me a dozen times! ![]()