**whine Wednesday**

abba916

let it loose girls..

SeptemberBride'08

I feel so utterly alone in the world. This m/c has affected me so much harder than I thought. I can't get over why my baby had to die. I'm terrified to try again. I am not strong as people try to tell me that I am and not sure if I can handle another loss. I'm scared to have normal regular sex with my husband when we get the cleared to try again. I'm terrified to start IUI's. I'm as scared for failure as much as I am for success.

I'm sick of my fertile friends thinking a few cycles in that they have "issues". I mean get a grip. I HAVE ISSUES. As much as I know that pain is pain and trying is hard, telling me, someone who is quickly approaching 3 years of TTC  with NOTHING to show.....that you have tried for soooooo long. Just isn't going to emote sympathy from me. Or that you think you have a problem after two cycles. ::head desk::

I don't understand why people want to rush into having a fertility problem. Is it just for an excuse as to why they are not KU yet. Is it for sympathy? I can tell you that getting sympathy is not fun at all and I loathe it.  I want to get congratulations for having a baby, not I'm so sorry you can't, I'm so sorry you lost yours, oh poor Sept I feel so bad for her. F' that. Who WANTS that? Give me a damn baby. Ah crap. Now I'm crying again. FML.

GlenLakeLove

I've been battling something for a few days but this morning woke up with a throat so sore I can't swallow or even open my mouth to brush my teeth. I'm at work right now but think I'll be leaving soon. I can barely speak...

 

[hugs sept!]

Dar080808

My student teacher is driving me crazy!  I asked him to keep on top of his grading since he decided to have 3 labs in a row and then review and a test.  Therefore he has collected labs and a test the last 4 out of 5 days.  He decided not to do anything over the weekend and now he's FAR behind on the grading.  He said he was here until 9:15 last night doing work.  Yet he only had 2 classes test's left to grade, a set of notes to type up and 2 labs to write up.  He finished grading the 50 or so tests (still working on the labs from before that), the notes (10 power point slides that he basically copied from mine) and 1 lab (which is web based and just needed instructions).  How does that take 5 hours to do?  Seriously, what was he doing from 4 until 9 last night?  Plus he left ALL the labs at home.  So kids are saying they turned the labs in but he doesn't know because they aren't HERE.  I asked him to pass out overdue library book slips in homeroom today and he couldn't even do that, 2 slips of paper to 2 kids.  I'm SO frustrated here.  I needed to leave the room and blow off some steam.  UGH!

Mrs.AngelaA

The only tiny vent I can think of is that DH has the motorcycle out for the season and the weather is supposed to be yucky all weekend.

I hope it gets sunny out soon!

abba916

Things are going pretty well but its been so nice we've been outside and since its raining Lorenzo is staring out the sliding glass doors then looking at me with this "Mommy make it stop" look...I feel bad for him...