FFFC!

kelcat

WhatIsLove?:

Nicole, you are such an awesome friend.

My FFFC is (like always) about STBXH. A$$hole calls me yesterday bragging about how he made $400 for a flood referral and all he had to do was make a 2 minute phone call. He then comes over to see DD and decides to stay the night on our couch. I get up this morning and he left me $20... REALLY $20 ??? he gets paid on Fridays and I know his check is around $500-600 and all that sorry bastard can leave for his daughter is $20.

And my second confession... Im going to spend the night with the guy I have been dating since December

Umm, Yay!

FFFC:  I can't stand my mother in law.  She thinks she knows everything.  Including how to take care of DD better than DH and I.  I few months ago she had DD and said she would drop her off.  DH told her I was running late so to just drop off any time.  She told him she would wait until I get home.  WHAT?  She didn't trust DH alone with DD.  It was crazy.

I have baby fever!  I really can't wait to have another baby.  DH really can't either.  We aren't planning on trying until next year.  DH wants to get established in his job and that is really important to both of us.  DH best friend is also getting married next year so we both want to be able to fly out there for it.

 

TAMPABRIDE12

Mrs.Jason.9.15.07:

TAMPABRIDE12:

I'm also ready to have a baby like yesterday ready, we are actively trying and its only our 3rd cycle but H is even more obsessed about it than I am! I know our time will come but were just ready now!
It also doesn't help that this weekend is Mother's day and  my EDD is quickly approaching it's hard to think I should be giving birth next monthI always feel like I have to be SO strong which is why I won't say anything I hate the pity looks and its just awkward.. I think ive dealt with it ok i'm sincerely thrilled for my friends and you nesties but lately ive just been in a funk ;(

 

I know what you mean!  My EDD was in August and I really thought I would be pregnant again by then, however I am losing hope that will happen.  Like you said, I am completely happy for people who are KU but I whenever I stop and notice all the pregnant people around me it makes me sad.  Not because I am not happy for them (that's NOT it at all) but because I am frustrated with my body  

I just got back from the OB and I am going to take this month off from Clomid since I will be out of town during my potential O dates.  So the delay isn't helping my sprits either.  Patience is not my strong suit!

GL to you! 

Exactly not jealous just sad GL to you too I know will come on here one day (SOON) and see your bfp post !

Aegis2005

I went to my first RE appointment yesterday.  I told DH that he didn't need to go with me.  He's an accountant, in closin,g, one of his employees ended up in the   hospital and the dr office estimated it would be 2+ hours.  I told him it was no big deal because I wanted him to come home at a decent hour. 

I really thought I was fine with it, until I was the only person in the waiting room without a spouse.  I was kind of mad that DH wasn't there, and I have NO RIGHT to be because I told him it was fine - but I was kind of secretly hoping he didn't listen to me and would show up. 

Aidens__mommy

nicoleg1982:

Aidens__mommy:

I decided not to do marriage counseling. My heart just isn't in it anymore. I am however going to go to counseling for myself to help get through all this. I haven't really told H yet but he knows I have been feeling really depressed lately. I did tell him I was going to counseling and he asked me if it was our marriage that was bothering me. I just told him "I don't know. It does frustrate me. I just need to go to counseling to help me figure everything out." And he didn't respond.

Good for you.

As I was explaining to a friend, there comes a breaking point and (for me) it all hinges on hope.  If there is no hope and no motivation, nothing you do will help.  And if both people lack hope and motivation, it's pointless to keep trying.  Especially when going and being at home is the dark cloud hanging over your life.  When you get the point where you want to move on, naturally you channel your energy into being happy, healthy and providing the same for your child.  It's like night and day.

If I had the room, I would invite you and A to come stay with us for a weekend of goofing off.  Sometimes you need to just not go home. 

Thanks! I just called and made an apt for Thursday morning. I'm not sure what to expect but I am happy to have someone to go talk to. I can't wait to feel better about it all even if it does take some time

MrsChelseaP09

My brothers and sisters are ASSHOLES. Everything that my mom has done for them and they care more about themselves than spending a few hours with her on Mothers Day. My sister "S" continues to ruin EVERY holiday for my mom, or at least that has been her goal for the past 2 years. I feel so bad for my mom, she acts like it doesn't bother her, but I know it does. I wish someone would beat "S" senseless. I am not going to twist anyones arm to make them come to brunch. My mom has 9 kids and 10 grandkids, my youngest sister Kellie and I are the only two that want to spend time with her, my other sister (who my mother just drove a U-Hual 20hrs from PA to move down here) is huffing and puffing about it but is going to come. Seriously, do these people not realize that they owe her their LIFE!?

I'm not going to let any of this ruin my 1st Mothers day. I am looking forward to relaxing for the day.