Starting Over
Dear Community,

Our tech team has launched updates to The Nest today. As a result of these updates, members of the Nest Community will need to change their password in order to continue participating in the community. In addition, The Nest community member's avatars will be replaced with generic default avatars. If you wish to revert to your original avatar, you will need to re-upload it via The Nest.

If you have questions about this, please email help@theknot.com.

Thank you.

Note: This only affects The Nest's community members and will not affect members on The Bump or The Knot.

Today!

Today is my Birthday. I was really nervous/sad about it. But my friends and coworkers made me feel so loved that I hardly felt the absence of a DH. I am so incredibly lucky to have so many awesome people in my life even if my life is not how I want it to be. I recognize life is a process and sometimes your life is just not at its peak but maybe it's where it should be anyway.

It's still so incredibly hard and I am still lost most of the time but today everything seems okay and good. I wish this sense of confidence could last.

I just wanted to share happy news versus totally breaking down news as my posts usually go...haha.

I remember how last year, my DH worked on his laptop during my surprise happy hour my friend planned. It's funny because now he says I am a workaholic and that is the problem (no on seems to agree with this). I guess I am starting to realize that it's always been my friends who make me so darn happy but if it matters, I really wanted it to be my DH who did. I see him trying so hard now, I see him wanting to be perfect for me, I see him doing all the right things but I just can't seem to get on board. I love him so much it hurts and it breaks my heart to think of him alone and yet I cannot seem to give in.

Anyway, hope you all are having a fabulous day.


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