Ask me anything

Liubot

I know I'm not really well known or anything and my posts are kind of nutso, but eh, I'm bored and working and feel free to ask anything.

PremierMot

What do you do for a living?

Any pets- will you pip them?

What would your last meal be?

How are you today?

Liubot

PremierMot:

What do you do for a living? I'm an secretary for the Social Security Administration

Any pets- will you pip them? I have 3 bearded dragons, a mali uromastyx (really cute lizard with a scary tail lol), and I had to give up both of my pugs to STBXH. I don't know how to pip at work...

What would your last meal be? Either chinese crab rangoon and peanut butter chicken, or a huge plate of chicken carbonara mmmm.

How are you today? I'm feeling okay. Tired and groggy, but feeling good otherwise

PrettyInPearls23

Can you give me the Cliff Notes version of your backstory?

Liubot

PrettyInPearls23:

Can you give me the Cliff Notes version of your backstory?

Sure.

Growing up it was my mom (hard worker, non emotional), my father (verbally/emotionally abusive alcoholic), my brother (ended up in prison for violent drug crimes), and myself. I was alone most of the time as a child, cut myself and was bulemic. I didn't start dating until I was 19. For two years I dated a  drug addict that died in my arms from a heroin overdose. I also did heavy drugs then, but have been clean (except for marijuana) for 6 years. A few crappy relationships on and off, I married STBXH at 23. He was physically/verbally/emotionally abusive. I let it go for 4 years, then left him. I met BF 3 months after I moved out of STBXH's house and we've been together since.

PrettyInPearls23

Liubot:

PrettyInPearls23:

Can you give me the Cliff Notes version of your backstory?

Sure.

Growing up it was my mom (hard worker, non emotional), my father (verbally/emotionally abusive alcoholic), my brother (ended up in prison for violent drug crimes), and myself. I was alone most of the time as a child, cut myself and was bulemic. I didn't start dating until I was 19. For two years I dated a  drug addict that died in my arms from a heroin overdose. I also did heavy drugs then, but have been clean (except for marijuana) for 6 years. A few crappy relationships on and off, I married STBXH at 23. He was physically/verbally/emotionally abusive. I let it go for 4 years, then left him. I met BF 3 months after I moved out of STBXH's house and we've been together since.

That's a serious backstory. And from reading your post yesterday (or was it Monday?) I'm really glad to hear you're making progress in the right direction!

Liubot

PrettyInPearls23:

Liubot:

PrettyInPearls23:

Can you give me the Cliff Notes version of your backstory?

Sure.

Growing up it was my mom (hard worker, non emotional), my father (verbally/emotionally abusive alcoholic), my brother (ended up in prison for violent drug crimes), and myself. I was alone most of the time as a child, cut myself and was bulemic. I didn't start dating until I was 19. For two years I dated a  drug addict that died in my arms from a heroin overdose. I also did heavy drugs then, but have been clean (except for marijuana) for 6 years. A few crappy relationships on and off, I married STBXH at 23. He was physically/verbally/emotionally abusive. I let it go for 4 years, then left him. I met BF 3 months after I moved out of STBXH's house and we've been together since.

That's a serious backstory. And from reading your post yesterday (or was it Monday?) I'm really glad to hear you're making progress in the right direction!

Yesterday, yes. Thank you I'm really working hard on myself, going to therapy and trying really hard to not let crap get to me like I always do. I'm sick of feeling broken from a broken past. It's funny because BF said to me yesterday that he has seen a change in me and he's happy that I'm feeling better. I've been taking a lot of time for myself and working thorough things in my mind before saying them/flipping out/being irrational.

I'm just ready to live my life and not let others live it for me.

DakotaDangerDog

PIP THE DICKPIC!!!

 

haha just kiddin, JUST KIDDIN.

 

I'm glad you are in therapy, sounds like you've got a LOT to work through and are making good progress!

Liubot

DakotaDangerDog:

PIP THE DICKPIC!!!

 

haha just kiddin, JUST KIDDIN.

 

I'm glad you are in therapy, sounds like you've got a LOT to work through and are making good progress!

 

Hahaha lol. I still think it's funny.