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Bye for a week
Well everyone, I'm going inpatient today. I'm scared out of my mind but eh. It needs to be done.
On a little update, I had my therapist appointment on Friday, got referred to yet another psychiatrist, and I have to make an appointment with an endocrinologist because they think I have PMDD because I've been getting rather *almost* suicidal during AF's week. They're doubling my meds, yet again, and I'm actually feeling a lot calmer.
I went to the gym for the first time in a year and a half on Saturday. Just to get out of my apartment so I wouldn't call XBF. That worked out, made me feel good. He actually texted me yesterday and told me he loves me and he's there on call if I need him. It's sweet, but as much as I miss him and am madly in love with him, I have been okay the past few days alone. I think I will meet up with him for coffee when I get out of the hospital.
I have my appointment at 1pm today, and I will be discharged on Friday evening sometime. I have to go an hour and a half away, but I am driving myself so no one will make me change my mind.
I'm ready. I will be okay. I'll see you guys in a week 
Thank you all.
Re: Bye for a week
I'm so glad you're taking the steps to take care of yourself. Good luck and I look forward to hearing how it goes!